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Minggu, 27 November 2011

B2ST is the BEST !!!!! (part 1)

everyonee..... please meet these 6 talented men... B2ST (boys to search for top) !!



huaaa.. i currently listening and watching to them... kyaa.. they are AWESOME !!!!

they are soo original, they sing and dance really well... every member has a great individual skill of singing and dancing.. i was about to cry when i hear doojoon sings and english r 'n b song (dont know the title, the lyrics is "beacuse of u, making me a good man") on mtv b2st.. and yosoeb who i think has the weakest dancing skill,, wow.. he dance soom perfectly...kyaa... my cutie yoseobbiee..

the 1st time i know them, is from the mubank streaming, they perform Fiction, and i was in love with doojoon part "ajik nan noel mitchi mothago, modeun goel da mitchi mothago, irokhe nan bonajeil mothago, oneuldo.." and after that i search more of their song and i was like kyaaa.. all their songs are good.. i listen to on rainy days, soom, mystery, say no, beautiful, shock, when the door closes, and now i cant stop my self from listening and singing to The Fact..kyaa.. this song is too good..

first, meet the leader.. yoon doo joon...



kyaaa.. he is my favorite member in beast.. he is the most charismatic leader i've known..
i like the way he act carelessly, like doesnt care at all but he actually a responsible leader.. i like the way he choose casual and sporty clothes..

and the most thing i like is he thinks that having a date in a soccer match is romantic.. ^^ hey dujunnie,, if u wanna know, i once think of having a wedding ceremony in a soccer field.. :p so, should we have one?


he may looks mature and old, but he is an 89s, he is actually just one year older than me.. kyaa... what a match.. i'll wait for ur propose dujunnie :p

and this is Yong Jun Hyung.. haha.. he looks really fierce.. his face like saying "what are u looking at? do u want to die huh?" hahah.. but yes, he is actually as cute as the other..


the 1st time i saw him, i was like ew... he is so alay... i told tara that way, but tara insist that junhyung is cute.. later i found out that yes he is really cool.. i like his arrogant look.. and his rap is wowwowoww.. i was about to cry at the 1st time i hear biga oneun naren rap..kyaaa.. it takes me about 2 weeks to sing his rap on biga oneun naren... that was the his best rap ever..


and later i hear another song, and this bossy guy looks cooler.. kyaaa.. his mystery dance is super cute.. hahaha.. his expression is way too precious to be missed..

next, this is Lee Gikwang. he first debuted as solo singer, with nickname AJ. then he transfered to b2st.. i was kinda thanked he become b2st member... i first though he is very cool.. looka his smile, and his muscles.. haha.. but then i found out that he is too short.. hahaha.. and that makes him a bit funny..

then, i watched their variety show, and it revelaed that this muscles boy is totally babo !!!! hahah.. he tricked easily and omo his appeareance is soo tricking.. when u first see him u r comment will be omoo.. he is cool, but then u will see that he act just like a little kid... haha.. see the picture below, yes that is the same Gikwang u saw above.. haha

but of course there r lots of things that i adore him.. his voice is likee..wooow.. it's nice to hear him singing, and yes he is number one dancing machine... ><
and also i like his humble personality.. he already famous before debuting with b2st, but he keep his head down and respect all his hyungs.. he pateintly teach dongwoon the maknae how to dance well.. that is really cute.. ^^

gonna continue bout the other member later.. im enjoying every song they have right now.. and will aways do.. i hope they get famous and get a lot of awards.. they deserve that.. theya are so talented yet original... b2st, saranghaeyoo...





Sabtu, 12 November 2011

On Rainy Days...

anneyong...
i'm back here to the world of online writing..

kinda miss this blog a lot :'(

so, how to start this...


well...i just finished my PPL.. 2 months was a very short time yet a precious one.. :)
lots of experience, knowledge i get from that time.... kyaaaaa.... im gonna miss this a lot....

ok, i think my blogging hiatus is too long and that makes me nervous and confuse how to write here, so i think i'll tell u all the experience i had during PPL.

well, if u ask me what are the best things that happen during college..after all this 3 years, i will answer PPL on the 1st place, and BEMJ on the 2nd place.. huaaa.. those are 2 things, that making me this way, and surely this will be my precious story that i'll proudly share to everyone.. :)


yes, this is me.. i was the one who force my friends to had PPL in 78 shs.. :p since i was accepted in Physics Education in UNJ, i already told my self that im gonna take my PPL in 78 shs, which is my former high school.. well, there's too much good memories i had in 78, so i'll love to have another one too :p

at first, it's hard to convince my friends, cause they are afraid of the RSBI image of 78 shs. they afraid of the English using, the students and also the lesson.. for me, yeah that's actually what i'm afraid of too. but then i convince my self that there'll be lots of new knowledge, experience that i'll get from everyone in 78..

and finally, dwl, which is also the alumnus of 78, tara, my closest friend in PFR 2008, and kinanti,my milan and westlife mates (which is also my grandmother) joins me to had our PPL in 78..




around august 18th, i did the 1st observation.. i was told that im gonna teach XII IPA C and XII IPA D.. the first thing i thought when i saw them is that "wow.. what a flashback" i suddenly remember all the shs experiences.. the way we given too many tasks, the way we crave for knowledge, and good score...aaaa...

and my guide teacher is Mr. Nursyam.. well, i never been taught by him before, but i was told that he has lots of extra work beside teaching in school..

im observing him and the class for like a week.. and i began to teach at the early september. the first lesson i teach is Blackbody Radiation...as usual, the first reaction from the student is not good, and also my first performance is not satisfy enough.. huaaaa... looking back at that time, i was kinda feel hahahaha... that was a pityful experience.. oh dear students, im sorry for that :(

but i dont want to give up.. im doing PPL is not only for good score, or fullfill my credits but also to share every knowledge and experience i have.. i dont want this PPL is just a brief stopover.. this should be great for me, the students, and all the teacher in 78..

and as time pass by, it all went well.. :DD although i struggle a lot during the night, and feels so nervous every morning, but when i enter the classroom, and standing in front of the students, see those bright smile, suddenly all the nervous gone.. (hahhaa.. im doubting it actually)

and, here are they...





other funny things from this PPL is, i finally know all the backstage of 78 shs.. hahaha.. what i mean is, when i was a student there, i get along with another student, and now i am a teacher i also get along with the teacher.. and now, i know every stories, gossips, funny and crazy things happened between the teachers.. kekekke.. :p and there are some surprising teacher.. hahaha.. i dont know how to express this.. when i was a student, i though some teacher are sooo fierce and has no sense of humor, but lately i found out that they are as crazy as others.. hahaha.. :p

and i also realize many things that i never aware before..

first, making a great problems (questions) is HARD !!!!.. i need to read a lot from lots of book, and calculating all the number.. kyaaa..

and these are my ultimate helper.... gomawoo.. ^^



arthur beiser book was the best of all.. i had this book since the 5th semester but, this october was the 1st time i read the book seriously and wow.. this book helps a lot..

i also got the chance to look after the mid semester test.. and i find it sooo boring.. because i cant stand sitting on the teacher sit for a long time.. i walk along the class a lot (which is what i also did during the meeting).. for the students that never had my class before, they maybe feel that im a strict teacher, but im actually NOT...

these are what i write, draw during the mid test.. hahha..



and here is it the photoshoot taken during PPL







at the last lecturer, i ask my student to filled kuesioner about physics and me.. and here is it their respond.. thank u.. ^^



and last, have a look at my 1st super junior album and calender... kkk.. :p


on rainy days title is dedicated to the ultimate b2st... im kinda loove this song..
i even made the cover with tara...see my utube channel ;p
and also during ppl, i spent my preparation night with this song,
and the rain also falling so hard,uring those time..

gonna post bout this b2st later.. see yaa :)


Minggu, 02 Oktober 2011

meet the AB :)

hi... wohoo.. it's my first post since the unscheduled hiatus i took for a month,, a month..huaaa.... forgive me.. just got no time to write...

okay, what's i've been doing recently...

1. i started my PPL in 78 shs.. it's been a month now (now, u know why i neglect this blog). i taught about more than 5 meeting.. i made many things.. huaaa.. how to express this... I'M JUST HAPPY !!! never knew teaching feels this good :))

2. im still stuck on my thesis.. kinda crazy bout this... im sooooooo lazy !! huaaaa... i got many dreams, but how to achieve one when im still stuck on this.. :(

3. i don't know why, but i feel so much LOVE this september.. whether it's from my friends, family, students, and etc.. huaaa... thanks ALLAH for making me loved this way..

now, back to the title.. im gonna share things about AB bloodtype.. yes it is my bloodtype. i actually never care things like this. this bloodtype issues interest me a lot since i know heechul, the ultimate star with AB bloodtype..hahaha..im kinda happy we have same bloodtype..

i got these from twitter @BloodTypes go follow if u want to know more.. here is it :

1. Type AB get tired of chasing the same person or the same dream relatively quickly. --> hmm..
2. Type AB are usually very talkative and they laugh a lot. --> I AM
3. Type AB easily fall into trances, leaving those around them to wonder what's wrong.--> really?
4. Type AB don't understand why they can't just act how they feel. They feel pressured to act happy all the time. --> DO I?
5. Type AB have a keen eye for detail, whether it be designs or others' expressions and actions. --> TRUE
6. Type AB are very sensitive. --> AM I?
7. Type AB, under whatever circumstances, must finish what they were doing/saying. --> EXACTLY AND IT NEEDS TO BE QUICK
8. Type AB do not like to get too personal. --> I AM
9. Type AB hate getting interrupted. --> YES
10. Type AB have a lot of faith in themselves. --> OF COURSE


11. Type AB always think logically, thus are deemed as wise. --> DO I?
12. Type AB are not easy to convince. --> CORRECT !
13. Type AB follow their heads, not their hearts.--> I'M HEARTLESS?
14. Type AB dislike sharing their pain with others.--> NEITHER DO I
15. Type AB will only admit they are having a hard time when they are on the verge of breaking down.--> hmm..
16. Type AB girls are most compatible with Type AB boys.--> so, it's me and heechul or me and yesung? hhaa..
17. Type AB girls don't talk much when they are around the person they really like.--> kinda yes
18. Type AB hate arguing.--> A LOT
19. Type AB do not like to be dependent.--> YEEHAA
20. Type AB are fast at understanding.--> OH..

21. Type AB are very unpredictable.--> hmm..
22. Type AB have multiple personalities.--> NO COMMENT
23. Type AB get hurt, even if it was just a joke, but will just laugh it off. --> ohh..
24. Type AB do not discriminate.--> YES
25. Type AB long for a love like in TV dramas.--> wooohoooo.....
26. Type AB are good at multi-tasking.--> yes?
27. Type AB are easily entertained.--> i love to laugh at simple things
28. Type AB girls like to be alone.--> i sometimes do
29. Type AB are nice to everyone; but usually have no feelings for any of them.--> hhaa.. it is
30. Type AB hide their sadness with smiles and laughter.--> ohh...

there are still many things about AB.. and yes, it's so true... i am soo moody, i can be nice at one time, then mean at the other time. i talk a lot, laugh a lot. and i never share my very own deep feeling to anyone, not to my friends, not to my family, i keep all on my own. and i manage it so well, so that i always look OK all the time.

and the funny thing is it is very true that i long for a love like in TV drama...hahaha.. especially if the main actor is Choi Siwon..hahaahaaa... i don't watch TV drama, i hate it, cause yes it makes me jealous..

when i'm doing something, i'll do it straight away, and i really want it to be finish quickly. why? because i have an unstable mood, so when im in the mood of doing something, i'll do it like forever as long as my mood is in..and i hate being interrupted. once my student interrupt me when i was explain sth, i told them to be quiet, and after i finish my explanation, i ask him back what was his question..hahaha..

most of people say an AB is so unique and strange... oh well, yes we are.. we are special edition.. don't know why, but i kinda like that idea.. :p

and now, let me introduce you to the ABs...

1. Me, i know my self is an AB when i was in senior high school. i first thought i am a B.
2. My sister. huaaa... how does it feel to have an AB sister in ur house?? hell.. hahaha.. we fight a lot, but we do share things a lot..

we are a happy AB siblings

3. Kim Heechul.. huaa.. who doesn't know him.. he is like the most famous AB ever..hahaha.. to be honest, i learn how to be a good AB from him. i learn how to explore and develop my self from him.. so, thank you :)


4. Yesung. yes another person that make me proud of being an AB.. he is kim jongwoon, the lead vocal of super junior.. once u hear him singing, u will melt..hahaha..



Selasa, 23 Agustus 2011

holiday book's journey

the 3rd posts for today..currently got many spirit to write....

during this holiday, i've been also doing my book's journey routine.. i visited uranus, delawas, and gramedia matraman.. but my book orientation is a bit different now.. i used to look for novel, teenlit,comic, and other entertaiment book.. now im looking for physics text book for shs.. hahhaaa..

my first visit was Gramedia Matraman.. im looking for my lecturer book, but i couldnt find any.. :( i really want that book.. and here are my shopping bag..


three days later, i visited uranus and delawas, still looking for the same book, and still couldnt find any :( huaa... too bad, my friends said the contain of the book is easy to understand, so it suits me as a new teacher to learn bout the subject i'll teach.. i end up with these items :


i've read lovely bones and crush into you.. lovely bones are great.. i love how the writer and translator make the flow runs so smooth.. i really can feel every single scene of it... glad i read it first before watch the movie.. and crush into you novel should be rated as 17+ hahha.. though i know metropop is on the same level as chicklit, and it suits 18+ people.. i never think the story will be like this... but i still can enjoy this..

and last,,

haa.. someday when i get frustated with all the college thing, i'll send this picture to my rektor.. haha.. cause i know I'M AWESOE, so are you, you, and you.. :))

a happy bday girl

hey ey ey...

Im officially 21 today... hahah.. im getting older and older, but still lack of achievement.. :( poor me.. but, still the older i get, the more spirit i gain.. yeay..

thanks to all the birthday wishes from all my friends in all over the world.. im happy cause as usual i receive birthday wishes in many different languages.. Bahasa, Korean, Malayan, Chinese, and English.. hahaha.. that's really what i wait in every bday..,, :D

and this bday is a bit strange.. this was the 1st time i receive a bday wishes an hour before my bday.. haha.. it was my friend, misaki from japan that wishes me a bday, since japan time faster than indonesia, so she gave me the firs early bday wish.. and then, around 1 am this morning " Happy 21" is trending world wide on twitter.. hahaha,, i dunno if its only an accidental thing.. but the moment is just right on my 21st bday.. haha.. i feel like everyone wish me a bday.. kekek..

oh, if i count of person that have a bday near mine.. there will be a funny thing.. i know everyone that have bday from august 21st to august 25th.. here is it the list

21 : Kim Kibum, Super Junior
22 : Dui Tyas
23 : Me, Mulan Jameela
24 : Yesung, Super Junior
25 : Tingting, Isma

hahhaha.. we should conduct a "together" bday party.. if not, many people will have a busy week attending our bday party.. hahahaha..



and i also receive bad news.. :( Heechul super junior will enter army on september 1st 2011.. huaaa.. so that, he wont attend ss4 tour :( i really wish to see him live and telling him how i adore him the way he is.. how i wanna thank him for all the inspiration he gave..

i dunno but i always feel we have many things in common.. our bloodtype AB form the almost same unique personality.. how our mood change easily, how we look like a self center person but we actually really care of each other, the way we make cheers atmosphere everywhere we be.. how we can be soooo angry with someone and hold our curse.. even we accidentally had the same hair style during the 1st week of august..huaaa... i just feel he like my another brother.. i believe if we given a chance to meet and know each other, we will have a great friends...

well, his decision to enter army are to sudden.. i know he must feel that he want to finish this all quickly and get back very soon.. i know even though he had no duty to do the army cause of his accident, he will surely do it.. haaa...



i just cant imagine not to see his tweet, not to hear his laugh, or seeing his unique expression in every show he did for 23 months :(.. *aaa.. neversaynever song screams dont let me go, dont let me go, dont let me go..

now i just wish him he will have a great day at army, he'll stay healthy and unique as usual.. cheers for u oppa :)

and for all those happiness, i thanked ALLAH for really blessing me in every step i take, taking care of me in every road i take.. ya Allah thank for bringing me such a great 21 years life.. for letting me know many great friends, letting me hear and sing many great songs, letting me born in a such great family, letting me have a wonderful parents and a crazy tempered sister... huaa.. Alhamdullilah ya Allah... hople i'll achieve more in this age..amin..


back to blog

hii.. hii...hii...

huaaa.. i've been missinh this blog A LOT... been soo long since im not posting.. no, not because i dont have anything to share, but i just dont have the mood to do that.. hahhaha *the problem that only exist on an AB person..

ok, now what's i've been doing recently..

first, as i told u before, i just got back from jogja, and i have many pictures to share.. and this should be in a special post cause there's manyyyy things i need to tell u..

then, i also finished IAD semester extension.. i got straight A on it.. thx miss Dian

and where did i go during the holiday??

nowhere.. hahha.. i still went to campus to consult with my lecturer bout my thesis, and i watched the 2007 graduation assembly..waaw... i admire all my seniors that passed it nicely.. wow..i adore how they can answer the question, how they created a very sophisticated product, even there's one that presented her thesis in bilinguall waaaww.... im praying that i can pass through that moment next year.. and i hope all of my adoreable senior have a great future ahead, oh i know they will.. :))

i also bought my WestlifeJKT ticket.. yeay.. yeay.. and i join quiz on twitter, so i also got the souvenir form the promotor.. yeay.. and to complete my westlife collection i bought 2 of their newest CD.. gravity and where we are.. im so happy cause there r many great songs there,, huaaa,,, cant really wait for october 5th


and i officially start my PPL observation on august 18th-21st.. i cant not sleep on 17th night.. i feel soo afraid, worry, i wanna cry :(.. but then the 1st day went well.. i watch my teacher's guide teaching in 2 classes, and it seems that the students like him a lot.. im afraid they'll be upset if i change him.. i really need to be able to manage the class in order to have a great teaching and learning atmosphere..

during the observation my friend, oh grandma, Kinan stayed in my house.. hahaha.,, and she is more grandma-ing that i thought.. the way she sleep, the way he use Kayu Putih everywhere, everytime, hahahaha.. she never really actually going to sleep, but she always fall asleep accidentally.. hahha.. she never had a certain sleep's position .. *oh,should i share this.. kekeke...

and one thing that i learn is that being a teacher is really need a very enough well sleep.. i mean, teacher can not teach in a sleepy body.. imagine if a teacher is sleepy then he has to face 40 active well sleep students.. waa... that kinda be like hell..

i sleep less on the 2nd day of observation.. and i feel sleepy during the day.. my teacher's guide ask me to observe the class during the test. and im so sleepy... i just keep watching them, moving from one position to another.. yeah been trying to look cool, but i have a very bed mind.. hahhaha..

i already got many tasks to do.. a syllabus, a lesson plan, correcting the test, analyze the test.. and i finish 2 of themm yeay.. and on september 8th im gonna start to teach the class for the 1st time.. huaaaa... dunno what to do.. im just afraid that i'll explain badly and the students will be bored.. aa. .please pray for me everyone.. i promise to prepare the best.. and do the best..

oh, last sunday my SD friends and i have a break fasting togehter *ew,that sounds strange, what bukaabareng in english? 9 of us are coming.. im sooo happy.. we took many photograph..





and Super Junior's 5jib finally released.. yeay.. hahha.. the 1st song MrSimple is awesome... though u will here some indonesian strange words, like "es jengkol", "kecowa", "oncomyon" hahahha.. and oh, i download all their stage performance..hahaha.. the MrSimple perf, Superman,backstage intervie, today's winner.. hahaha... they just awesome... :))

that's it for this post,, promise u gotta post moreee....

Kamis, 28 Juli 2011

Super Junior-Angel (english translation)

Super Junior-Angel (english translation)



[Ryeowook]
You’re so dazzling
My heart is thumping
You’re the only one for me and always be number 1
that I love you

[Kyuhyun]
Come little bit closer to me
I want to tightly hold your hands
This song is only for you
I love you forever

I need your love, love, love~

[Donghae]
I promise you for only looking at your eyes
Stand by your side for protecting and loving you with all my heart

Baby, I need your love, love, love~

[Sungmin]
Just one love from you is enough for me
Even if I must lose everything
I will never let you go

You are my everything, my love~

[Kyuhyun]
I only see you
I keep thinking about you
That never fails to make me smile

You’re my everything, my heart~

[Ryeowook]
You’ve captured me
You’re even more gorgeous than angel, I will only love you

[rap(Eunhyuk)]I was secretly laughing at myself
I can’t believe how deep I’ve falling for you
You got into my mind with that charm my boo.
Now I’m like a fool that has fallen in love
My everything now, it’s you
I’ve falling love with you
Look at me and I promise you
That I’ll never let you go
Even if the world ends, I’ll love you like a timeless clock that never ends.

I need your love, love, love~

[Donghae]
I promise you for only looking at your eyes
Stand by your side, protecting and loving you with all my heart

Baby, I need your love, love, love~

[Sungmin]
Just one love from you is enough for me
Even if I must lose everything
I will never let you go

You’re my everything, my love~

[Kyuhyun]
I only see you
I keep thinking about you
That never fails to make me smile

You’re my everything, my heart~

[Ryeowook]
You’ve captured me
You’re even more gorgeous than angel, I’ll only love you.



huaaa.. I LOOVEEE THIS SONG !!!!.. it's been 3 months since i first listen to this song and i never get bored of it... aaa.. the melody is SOOO beautiful, the lyrics is SOOO touching, i blushed everytime i hear this song.. and i LOOOVEEE to sing this song.. this song is so addictive.. kekeekekkee...

i really wish someone, will sing this song sincerely to me... :) oh well, im really thankful if that someone is SIWON.. kekkeeke.. amien.. :p

Minggu, 17 Juli 2011

Happy Cafe-ing (again) :D

annyeonghaseyo... it's been a while since im not posting.. been busy trying to reach my dreams.. :p

oh, i've also finish the mid test for extension semester.. hahaha.. yeah, it's just a three weeks semester.. hope i'll get a great score at it..

last week, my friends and i went to Jakarta Bookfair.. i was disappointed with the event. i couldn't find any great offer.. but yeah, of course i bought some books, and amazingly, i haven't read any of it... too many surprising things happen this week..


comics IDR5000 each, books IDR10000 each, spidol IDR3000 each

and then, i currently had another happy cafe fever (again)...huaaa... reading and sharing happy cafe comic is make me happy recently... i just lended kinanti happy cafe comic #1-#5, and i hope she like it..and after her, there'll be dwl and eka turn.. huaa.. i want my whole friends smile and laugh after reading this comic.. hehe..

and i also realize that the image of Kyuhyun Super Junior is almost look like Nisikawa Ichirou..huaaa... they both so smart yet silly, they handsome yet crazy, they cool yet absurd, weird yet adorable.. i first thought that Yesung fits Ichi, because Yesung himself is an adorable weirdo.. but then, i saw Kyuhyun video during the super junior M promotions. and oh, the way he walks, the way he jokes, and the way he annoys other was actually so Ichi..aaa.....





and then, i finally find Satsuki Shindou figure.. it is Seulong 2 AM... his image in even if i die i cant let u go video clip was so shindou.. his cool and arrogant look..waaaa.... well, i first thought my husband in progress, Choi Siwon will suit shindou image, but then after i watched fullhouse and EHB,, they completely different.. yes, siwon image are, handsome, arrogant, cool, charming,, but he actually so silly, cute, and crazy.. (which make me falling even more in love with him :p).. so then, Seulong 2 AM is the best candidate for Shindou cast..




and im happy cause last thursday i finally got the chance too met my full team super PFR 2008.. huaaa,,,, miss them... and we also got the chance to have some photoshoot with the legend mr. Tasman Abbas.. yeay... super happy :D




oh, i also made this for oppa Heechul 29th birthday.. ah, he is the most ideal brother to all boys and girls.. i never see anyone that is beautiful yet handsome, bad tempered yet funny, weird yet adorable.. huaaa... he is really the ultimate star in the universe..hahaa



and last, lets welcome the ultimate boyband on earth WESTLIFE to Jakarta.. yeay.. the concert will be held october 5th at tennis indoor senayan. the ticket cost from IDR 600000-800000.. im surely gonna attend this.. and for further information just check #WestlifeJKT on twitter :)



see yaa... :)