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"You'll Be Stronger With Each Tear That You Cry"

Senin, 27 Juni 2011

psst..

just wanna share a very good song from one republic-secrets.. i first listen to this song when my friends and i watched "Sorcerrer Apprentice" around a year ago.i still remember the scene, when jay badruchel show the Tesla Coil to his girlfriend on a cage..and that was very beautifu;; :D.(i really thought this video of Tesla Coil dan Secrets song made my PMPF score A..hahaha) .yeay..

i cry everytime i hear the music.. it's really good.. i love the combination of traditional drums, violin, and the orchestra..huaaa...and the lyrics are also touching..

after that long time, and i suddenly miss this song and start to listen to it again... it was because of i listen to Angel-Super Junior..aaa the background music of angel are almost similar to secrets.. beautiful... :).. it really makes me blushed.. hahhaa

so here is it

ONE REPUBLIC-SECRETS

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got no shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

Minggu, 26 Juni 2011

si extensa

huaaaaiiii..... it's already holidayy....

but i still really think about my score and GPA Index :(... im sooo afraid of it..huaaaa.. Ya Allah, please give me the very best result for all the work i've done.. amien...

okay, i had a so so 1st week of holiday.. i still have to went to campus on Tuesday, June 21st, but my lecturer didn't come, and my friends and i had lunch at D' Cost...aaaa.... i love it... it's nice being together with the girls..

and on wednesday i attended class recitation on Nenny house.. im gonna share this later. cause it's very special.. :DDDDD

oh, and then the very BIG NEWS are......

WESTLIFE GONNA COME TO JAKARTA ON OCTOBER 5, 2011 @ Tennis Indoor Senayan

PERFECT !!!!!
!!

im happy hear that news, and that's mean i need to save EXTRA money..yeay.. fighting..

well, come back to my holiday activities, i spent the rest of the week by reading-downloading-sightseeing-sleeping-singing-dancing..hahhaha :) so-so !

i downloaded Super Junior-EHB and that made me laugh badly in the middle of the night alone.. hahahaha.. when i say laugh here means lots of laugh, means very laugh, means very funny..hahahhaha.. oh well, this very very very is dedicated to
Eunhyuk SJ, for being such a bumbling person
Kang In SJ, for being funny evil
Siwon SJ, for being so handsome, cute, awesome gestureman
Yesung and Ryeowook SJ, for being a weirdo

they really entertain me a lot...

and for that i should thanked my laptop, for letting me bullying u..hahha.. these are me vs extensa activities

me
reading
extensa
downloading

me
singing
extensa
downloading

me
sleeping
extensa
downloading

me
PRJ
extensa
downloading

me
playing Spongebob Monopoly
extensa
ERROR

hahha.. that really happened, yesterday.. i download SUJU EHB non stop from 7am-15pm. then, at 15pm i played monopoly in the laptop while the laptop downloading suju video.. and yeah it was collapsed ..hahha.. then i cooled it down for 2 hours and it finally work well, then i continued the download.. hehehe :)

oh, i also re read Happy Cafe comics, ah, i never get bored of it :)
here is it the look of my comic shelf-messy ;P



happy holiday all :D

Jumat, 24 Juni 2011

Born This Way

currently listening to Lady Gaga-Born This Way

it's such a very great motivation song.. it really help u to be proud of who u are, and lead u to be sure in every steps u take.. this kind of song really helps me a lot. i used to be a very shy girl, i only look confident when im inside my best friend, but now, i transform my self into someone confident, and i admit that im proud of my self, and i love to be me.. im sure of my self, and i thanked Allah for making me this way...


"Born This Way"

[Intro:]
It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'cause you were Born This Way, Baby

[Verse:]
My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars

She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

"There's nothing wrong with loving who you are"
She said, "'Cause he made you perfect, babe"

"So hold your head up girl and you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"

[Chorus:]
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

[Post-chorus:]
Oh there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Oh there ain't no other way
Baby I was born-
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag -Just be a queen [x3]
Don't be!

[Verse:]
Give yourself prudence
And love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice your truth

In the religion of the insecure
I must be my self, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (Hey hey hey)
I love my life I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah (Love needs faith)

[Repeat chorus + post-chorus]

[Bridge:]
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'cause baby you were born this way

No matter gay, straight, or bi,
lesbian, transgendered life,
I'm on the right track baby,
I was born to survive.
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made,
I'm on the right track baby,
I was born to be brave.

[Repeat chorus]

[Outro/refrain:]

I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

lyrics

Minggu, 19 Juni 2011

Fullhouse

waaa.. it's almost the third weeks of june.. how u guys doing?



i've just finished the 6th semester final exam.. i hope there will be the best result for all the work i've done.. amin.. and i've also fixed my PPL school in 78 SHS.. im so excited and scared.. haaa... i'm gonna start on september, just after Lebaran.. i hope it all went well..

oh, i wanna share some pictures taken during may-june..

first, this are some great snapshots of me,kinan, and amel when we were waiting for busway.. it was raining and the bus was so crowded and we should wait for about an hour just to get into the 7th corridor




and this are things i bought during this may-june.. i ordered some books form Terrants publisher. i thought it only cost IDR 58000, but it was actually IDR 69000. a little bit unsatisfied. after i read the novels, what on my mind was "oh, how i wish i could have such a sweet love story" hahahaa.. then, i also bought maroon5 CD for IDR 55000. i bought in on a small music store ini Banten. i once visited my uncle there, and i curious if there's still any westlife album on that little town.. but, unfortunately i couldn't find any ;( and the metal bracelet i bought yesterday in citraland for IDR 15000.. it's cute ;)



and this is the very last look of my bookshelf. huaaa.. im happy cause it's getting full.. love it..the messy part on the right below is the college book part..hahhaa.. i rarely touch it..



and now, let me introduce u to my babies (imitating Hendry and Donghae on a TV show). i already used 4 kind of cellular phone. first, nokia 3350.. my father lost it on Jogja.. then i use the very memorable and loveable nokia 3660. that was a very cute phone.. i love it.it was a present from my father because i got the 1st rank on the 2nd grade o junior high school... it was the most perfect cellphone i've ever had. this phone once fixed, and i paid for IDR 450000. i already explore every single feature on this cellphohe... i use this phone untuil the 4th semester of college... almost 5 years.. i never tried it again, but i believe it still work altought it easily shutdown itself..hahhaa.. then i use the nokia 3250. it was my father, but beacause of the nokia 3660 error, i use it. i don't really like it.. i use it only for texting, telephone adn online. i seldom use the camera or other feature.. some of my friends had a bad experience while using this phone. they say it broke easily and it loads slowly.. so, i don't do anything with it.. and the last is the imitation of nokia c6 that my mother bought from her friend for IDR 750000.. it was an early present of my 5th semester GPA index..



i consider my self as good user of electronic stuff. i seldom broke electronic stuff.. my laptop is on a good condition, and so does my cellphone and camera.. i sometimes become over protected of them that i never allow my friends to borrow..hahahaha

and the tittle fullhouse is dedicated to SUPER JUNIOR.. i just finished watch the super junior fullhouse show.. it was so funny.. i laugh a lot. it's really relieving. i watch 2 episodes per day even if during the final exam..hahha.. i found many facts of SUJU member that i never knew..

1. Siwon : i thought he is a cool, silent guy, but has a good humor. but then, he actually a very polite guy, he use a lot of gesture, he respect and protect his Hyung and women.. first, i felt disappointed, but the more i saw him, the more i fall in love...hahahaha
2. Hankyung and Eunhyuk : huaaa.. they were so cool in sorry sorry videoclip, but they actually a very dummy funny cute people.. aaa love them.. i adore how they could be a very different people on the stage and daily life
3. Heechul : i alwasy thought that he is a silent, and not an easy going person, but he is sooo easy going.. he talk a lot, he jokes a lot, ok.. he is crazyyyy !!!! hahahahha.. but, when i saw his note on SUJU-A Walk To Remember.. i cried ;( that was the cutest note i've ever read.... fighting oppa !
4. Donghae : haaa... the first time i saw him, i thought he was a very smart, cool, wise guy. but then, he just like a kid and he is so mellow.. he wrote a very beautiful letters to heechul, he did a very cute thing to KangIn, Leetuk and Eunhyuk.. but i don't really like his clumsy and bumbling personality..hahha

now i can't stop my self from downloading any SUJU videos and pictures.. aa love themm..

and another great news are...............

WESTLIFE ARE COMING TO JAKARTA !!!!!!


there aren't any clear info about when, where, and how much the ticket cost, but the info from a ticket seller company rajakarcis, yes, it is confirmed that westlife are going to town..yeayyy.. they are now finishing all the details.. i cant wait for this...

hope u guys have a nice holiday ;D

Rabu, 08 Juni 2011

welcome JUNE

haiii... it's already JUNE. june means we are n the middle of year 2011.. what have u achieve guys?hehehe

well, my fist week of June was AMAZING..hahhaha.. i had a super long holiday from tuesday to friday..huuaaa.... and i spent it with many great activites...

on tuesday, tara, kinan and i had a karaoke on inul vista, atrium mall. we sang many songs... here are our song list

westlife : miss you, soledad, can't lose what u never had, we are one, angel, flying without wings
super junior : bonamana, miracle, it has to be you, let's not, sorry sorry
DBSK songs
F4 : season of firework
britney spears : sometimes

oh, i can not remember all the songs.. what so special from this karaoke was that when i sang westlife songs : soledad, miss u, can't lose what u never had, angel, i feel like i was in the middle of my own solo concert..aaaaaa... and yeah we forced ourselves to follow how super junior sing..hahahah... i was happy cause i can finally sing suju songs in karaoke...aaaa... i love u siwon oppa (#halah #abaikan)..

this is the very best past of soledad and miss u :

i miss you
what would it take
for you to see
to make u understand
that i'll always believe ... (miss u-westlife)

time will never change the things u told me
and after all we're meant to be
love will bring us back to u and me
if only u could see... (soledad-westlife)

we spent 2 hours in karaoke and we loved to do it again..hahahha..

i stayed home on wednesday, i joined many quizzes in twitter and facebook to win a KIMCHI ticket.. well, KIMCHI is a concert that has suju as the main performer.. huaaaa.. although siwon didn't attend the concert, i still want to see kyuhyun and yesung..haaa... so bad i couldn't win any.. ;(

then, i went to tanah abang with my mom on thursday, we were looking for clothes for my PPL..hehehe.. it's quite hard to find clothes on my size, so i should start looking for it earlier. well, tanah abang was so crowded.. oh, it seems like everyone in jakarta come to TA for holiday.. hahah.. for ur info, thursday is the day when new stuffs distributed too stores.. so, we can find many new and fresh items, and maybe that what makes TA was so crowded..

then, friday and saturday i attend "pelatihan media berbasis lingkungan" held by PBS UNJ.. it was fun, cause the lecturer told lots of jokes.. we were taught how to make many media to teach, from powerpoint to OHP transparant.. it finished at 4 pm.. and luckily, the busway wasn't crowded.. hehee..
this were pictures taken on friday and tuesday at PSB



and saturday comes... uaaa.. i've waiting for this day.. i planned to attend "nonton bareng" with nissin wafers on Grand Indonesia.... and they gave me 2 free tickets, so i asked tara to come with me.. it was very fun... we watch "the ward" (later, i found out that it means bangsal).. it's a horror movie about psychology disorder.. the movie was just fine, not as scary as Indonesian horror movie, but the last scene was so surprising. i already watched many horror movies with this kind of twisting ending.. so i can simply guess how the story goes.. after the movie, the MC announce doorprices.. and i won IDR 100000.. and another suprise from nissin were, we were given 2 other vocuhers for free watching in blitzmegaplex GI that valid until september..huaaaa.. i loveeee nissin..hahha


after all the "nonton bareng" rundown finish, tara and i walking around GI until 7 pm.. well, as it weekend, GI was so crowded.. we saw many promotions and attractions.. i actually hoping that i'll meet someone there.. hahhaa,, it will be so much fun to meet someone we haven't see for a long time in coincidence. ;)

and i spent the my sunday by watching at super junior parody in utube.. there are many videos, if u search the keyword "super junior parody"hhahaa.. and the best parody was come from TheCupcakeDancer channel.. he makes subtitle for it's u, sorry sorry, and super girld videos.. u should check them out, cause they were VERY SUPERB FUNNY..hahhaha..

the story of it's u video was about Donghae that lost his cookies. he is blaming kyuhyun for it, but kyuhyun deny it. what the other suju's member said are:

siwon : it's not me. i'm on diet. i cant eat sugar, candy, chocolate. diet makes me sexy, healthy and strong. LOL..
ryeowook : this cookies thing ruin my cartoons..wakakkaa..(and after the cookies stealer is found, he said:)finally, i can watch my cartoon in peace. spongebob, here i come..LOL
yesung : don't look at me, i don't look suspicious
leetuk : oh, please yesung, no one looking at u
kang in : why everytime i try to lose weight, u all talk about food..hahaha..LOL
hangen : please someone, bring back the cookies, i'll make u beijing fried rice..wakakak

and later, everyone keeps blaming kyuhyun. finally, heechul come and confess that it was him that stole donghae cookies...wakakak

donghae : im sorry kyuhyun, i could have sworn it was u
kyuhyun : don't worry, i just add u to my sexy hater list'..hahhaLOL

poor kyuhyun.. the maknae always get bully.. i sometimes think that kyuhyun is too cute to be 24 years old. he should've be my little brother..hhaha

sorry if this post was too KRIK.. see ya all ;)