you don't know

a very beautiful song from Westlife. sing by bryan mcfadden and mark feehily

Oh yeah yeah, yeah
Nobody knows me
Yet everyone knows my name
Some people judge me
Not knowing that I'm the same

Thanks for the offer
But I keep my old friends, always
But then I get lonely
Counting the endless days

Are you here for me at all?
Do you care for me at all?
Well this time now I know
I ain't standing alone no more

Cos all I want is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
Cos all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you think you know

You don't know
You don't know

Some heartfelt emotion
Creeping from deep inside
Cos being this person
Is all I've got left to hide

Are you here for me at all?
Did you care for me at all?
Last time I was told
I ain't standing alone no more

All I need is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
And all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you don't know
You don't know
You don't know

lyrics

to be loved

heii.. currently have a problem with firefox. don't understand, they keep telling me bout sertificate.. and i cant use multiple tabs. now i use google chrome. don't know why it loads slowly to open this blog..

i'm planning to post a special post for my friend Veronica. wanna share her beautiful wedding ^-^.. it was on april 2nd. i adore her in the traditional wedding dress.. aww... makes me wanna wear and hold a wedding very soon... hahahha...

and just today i had a very long nuclear class.. it was from 10 am till 3 pm (break 30 minutes) 4,5 hours.. what a record !! luckily i was fit and awake during the class.. i make the notes and again it wasn't so boring. and my friend, irma borught us "Telor Asin" originally fresh from Brebes..hahaha.. sstt.. don't tell anyone cos it only for the nuclear class :D

i once visited irma house at brebes, and i had a terrible journey. my friends and i were having a trip on the semester holiday. we planned to go to jogja then form jogja we visited brebes.. neo and i planned the jakarta-jogja journey very well.. we planned all the transport accomondation, places to visit, and even money to spend.. but we missed the plan of going from jogja to brebes... aaa.. we asked everyone, and yeah there were options.. a travel cost IDR 75000, too expensive. transit train jogja-semarang-tegal IDR 45000, unfortunately the ticket is SOLD.. so we took the long transit economy train.. jogja-solo-????.. yeah, we don't know what train should we took from solo to brebes.. we asked the officer, she said there was Matarmaja train (surabya-jakarta), an economy one. but she wasn't sure that she gonna sell the ticket cause she was afraid the train already crowded.

and then we went to bus terminal, and we found another bus cost IDR 100000..aaaa.. tooo expensive.. at that time i freaked out.. didn't know what to do, i mean, i'm in solo, alone, far awway from my parents, and yeah this situation makes me just angry.. i had a very bad mood. i even ignore my friends neo,dewi,and tara... aaaarrghhh.. sorry guys, i don't know, i feel just all of u are so mean.. how could u still cheerful in this hectic situation... aa.. sorry.. and we finally called dewi's aunt.. she was so kind she bought us dinner.. thanks ma'am..

we finally bought the matramaja ticket and wait in the station.. well if u wanna know, the train is scheduled arrive at solo at 4 pm.. and by 8 pm, it Still didn't show.. haha, so we actually lucky too.. and if u wanna know when the train finally arrived, it arrived at 10 pm.. waw,, a SIX HOURs delayed.. and yeah the train was crowded.. many people sit and sleep in the corridor. the food sellers walking along the night.. we lucky had a little space on the floor to sit and even sleep.. we count that we would arrived at tegal by 3 am.. and it was so bad that again the train stops in many spots just to let the bussiness and executive class train go first..aaarggghh.. and u know what, we arrived at tegal station at 8 am.. a TEN HOUR JOURNEY... wew..

what so good is that now, i have sth to share and laugh at :DD

aha,, i didnt plan to share that in this post..hihihii..

and then i now realize that i loved my routine of preparing my bag for going college... hehehe.. i love putting the book inside, dividing money into two wallet.. a main and a purse to pay the bus.. i love checking my pencil case..aaa...

to be loved title is for westlife, im listening to this song while writing this. and i hope yes they will visit indonesia this year.. im hoping that i will attend their concert.. as i never attend any foreign concert before. i join many quizzes to win tickets but never win. im so sad i will miss maroon5 concert next wednesday.. and now im on the way of saving money for Westlife concert.. :DD

with all the power of a symphony

that's how my heart beats hwen you're holding me

i can't conceal this is how it feels

to be loved by you

smile

HAPPY KARTINI DAY !!! to all women in Indonesia.. keep inspire ! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED FATHER : Pak Jenggot !


and in this very beautiful day, i went to Atlantis with tara, netta and jenny. we're having a great swim time... hahahha.. thank for keep supporting me when i almost cry on the buoy.. and thank for pulling me on the sliding board !!! if u wanna know how was it feel? for me, that was such hell.. yeay, but im happy i've tried..


and just like boyzone said in WORDS

smile in everlasting word, a smile can bring u near to me :D

WESTLIFE in me (part 2)

aaa... kembali menulis tentang Westlife.. kemaren sempet bercakap2 lewat FB sama temen deket saya yg udah temenan dari TK.. kita ngomongin westlife... jadi si ade yg lagi stress sma kuliahnya, ngepost video westlife-obvious, dan yah kita jadi ngobrol deh..dan emang kalo gw upate statu tntang westlife dia juga suka komen.. ah, how we love WESTLIFE !




to be continue...

forever

heeeiii... udah 2 mingguan gak ngepost sama sekali. forgive me, too much thing happened last 2 weeks that made neglect this blog.. yeah, i've been joining a quiz recently, it was held by an ice cream company, the price is a pair maroon5 tickets... aaa..and what was good was that the winner wasn't drawn. we asked to do many challenge, and the best person who can do all the challenge will win. dan saya yakin saya hampir menang. sya udah ngrjain smua challenge tapi kyknya si petugas twitternya si es krim ga keliatan atau ga teliti wktu ngecek challenge ke 8..huu.. dan walaupun g memang tiket maroon5, sya dapet CD original dri mereka.. waaa... asiikk..

and then, there is one that make me enjoy to stay longer in front of this laptop.. it is the new chair my father bought me..yeaayy.. i used to sit on a usual plastic chair, and now i got a comfortable office chair, and yes it can rotate 360 degree.. hahahaa.. he bought it second for IDR250000. well if u bought it new, it will cost IDR600000...hahhaa..
and yeah all the college things when well. i've past an mid test. and there's still many test that i will face next week. but yeah, last week there are many empty class. i mean the lecturer could come to class so the class is canceled.. almost all the lecture in my major was busy to prepare accreditation test for my major.. i hope we can increase it..

dan di jumat minggu lalu, saya,tara,kinan,dewi berinisiatif untuk memanfaatkan waktu kosong dengan nonton video WESTLIFE di laptop saya.. sya sbtulnya orang yg jarang bawa2 laptop k kampus, krna super berat. slain itu ini juga untuk mcgah resiko kena virus..hahaha.. dulu wktu jamannya smster 1 dan 2 sering dibawa tapi sering juga virusan -,-.. dan yah, sekali sya bawa tuh laptop slalu mmbuat kehebohan..hahaha.. ada temen sya yg mintain film2 romantis cengeng koleksi sya..ampe kbungan krna flashdisk g cukup. dan yaa..kita juga jadi pada nontonin westlife..cekakakakan sendiri karena inget jaman dulu..ah, sungguh saya kangen masa2 SD.. trus juga ngomentarin nicky,kian,shane,mark..gya nyanyinya, dan sebagianya.. waaa....

dan jumat minggu ini, saya, kinan, tara melepas stress dengan nyanyi dan gaya2 di depan webcam..dan kita menghasilkan 4 video..kita nyanyiin lagu westlife: up town girl, my love, if i let you go, swear it again... waaa.. asik asik asik.. super keren..hehhehe.. dan kita rencana mau bikin skenario buat lagu berikunya..asikk.. cant wait for this... :DDDD


and again, the title FOREVER is dedicated for WESTLIFE and AC Milan. i don't know how to thank this. but yes, the official milan website is now can be accessed in Bahasa...awwwww..... dan yah emamng di twitter milanisti indonesia sama official twitternya milan sering chat2 bareng.. and finally they see how loyal all the milan's fans in Indonesia..dan yah.. beberapa kali tu official twitternya milan ngetweet dalam bahasa..ah sya makin cinta

[All:]
I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,

[Bryan:]
You are the sun,
You are my light,
And you're the last thing on my mind,
Before I go to sleep at night,
You're always round,
When I'm in need,
When trouble's on my mind,
You put my soul at ease,

There is no one in this world,
Who can love me like you do,
That is the reason that I,
Wanna spend forever with you,

[All:]
I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,

[Shane:]
We've had our fun,
We've made mistakes,
But who'd have guessed along that road,
We'd learn to give and take,
It's so much more than I could have dreamed,
Cause you make loving you, so easy for me,

There is no one in this world,
Who can love me like you do,
That is the reason that I,
Wanna spend forever with you,

[All:]
I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,

[Shane:]
And girl I pray you leave me, never,

[Mark:]
Cause this is the world, where lovers often go astray,
But if we love each other, we won't go that way,
So put your doubts aside,
Do what it takes to make it right,
I love you, forever, no-one can tear us apart,

[All: (Mark:)]
I'll be loving you forever, (forever)
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart, (took my heart girl)
And tore it apart, (you tore it apart now)
I would love you still, forever,
And I'll be loving you forever, (forever)
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart, (you took my heart girl)
And tore it apart, (you tore it apart now)
I would love you still, forever,
I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever