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"You'll Be Stronger With Each Tear That You Cry"

Rabu, 11 Juli 2012

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Neoegero
ijen doragal gireun eobtjiman....
jigeum haengbokhan neoreul bomyeo
nan geuraedo useobolge :-)


To you, Now there is no path for me to return
But looking at your happy face, I will still try to smile :-)
B2ST-On Rainy Days




HAPPY 1000th DAY !!!!!
비스트 & 뷰티 forever !!!
  

Kamis, 05 Juli 2012

onjena naneun usseulsu isseo~~

hiii~~~

i'm gonna share a very cute and beautiful song from A Pink. They are a rookie girlband from Cube Entertaiment..yess !!! after Beast, Btob, A pink is my new loooovveee~~~ I'm officially Cube Line.. hahhaa.. :p

well, i'm not actually a girlband stanner.. the only girlband i used to like is Atomic Kitten, i don't have particular reason why i like them..hmm.. probably it's because their former member, Kerry Katona used to married Bryan McFaddens, former member of Westlife, which is my FIRST ever bias..lol..  Atomic Kitten has many GREAT songs.. i like Whole Again, Cradle, Love Doesn't Have To Hurt, The Last Goodbye. though i still don't understand the meaning of their songs: See Ya, The Tide Is High, and Right Now -,-'

and now, this rookie girls, that already got lots of award, are catching my heart.. >< their songs are really cute,, beautiful,, and just awww... straight to my heart..lol.. Most of girlband song is about acting cute in front of boy, or how they don't want to make relationship, or there's someone who secretly by her, or the feeling of accepting love from a man, girlspower, etc, etc.. but.. but.. but..  A Pink's songs are really different !! most of their songs are talk about, how they fall in love to a guy, they really like him, that they thinking of him everyhour,etc,etc..but they really don't know what to do, they can only adore the guy from afar, pray that someday he know, and he doesn't even seem to know.. hahhaha...  alin and i even calling A Pink is the female version of Beast (Beast also have this kind of song).

Most of beast's songs tells how they become a secret admirer to a girl.. well, many boyband sings this kind of song, but Beast lyrics are the sweetest.. and a pink's songs tells the almost same story, but only the secret admirer is a girl... girlband rarely sing this kind of song.. and just like beast songs that really fits and express me the best. A pink songs also do the same, and they are sang by girls, which is make the feeling more real.. ><

Well, this is my Number 1 Favorite.. I dedicate this song for Yoon DuJun of B2st.. <3

STEP (A Pink)

1, 2 step, step, step 1, 2 step, step, step

Nuni bushin haessa-re
Kwaehnhi nae mami jakku dugeundugeunkeoryeo
Harue yeol beon ani seumubeon jakkuman saengganna
Ireon naye mameul neon aneunji

Neul nae son jabajugi geojinmarhaji anhgi
Mae-il naman parabogo sarang-haejugi
Tto hal ma-reun manh-jiman
Neo-ye-ge ha-go shipeot-deon mal neol sarang-hae
*You neoye soneul kkok jab-go bal-keo-reumeul majchumyeo
Du-ri hamkke 1, 2 step
Baby listen to my heart
Seoro majubomyeonseo konnoraereul bureumyeo
Neowah hamkke 1, 2 step my baby baby my 1, 2 step

**1, 2 step 1,2 step 1, 2 step
1, 2 step eh eh eh eh eh eh
1, 2 step eh eh eh eh eh eh
1, 2 step 1,2 step

Neoye useumi chowa bogo tto bwahdo
Jakku ni-ga bogo shipeo
Haruga neomu chalbeun geot kata
Neowahye shi-ganeun jakku ppalli ganeunji nan molla

Neon mworha-go isseul-kka? nae saenggakhagin hal-kka?
Neomu bogo shipeun mame nun-mul naneunkeol
Keuraedo ni-ga chowa
Neul eonjena nareul utke haejuneun neonikka

(Back To *)

Neul chigeumcheoreom du-riseo gateun kkumeul kkumyeonseo
Uri hamkke 1, 2 step
Baby listen to my heart
Neoye yeop-jarieseo tteo-reojiji anheu-llae
Neoreul neomu sarang-hae my baby baby my 1, 2 step

(Back To **)


the glowing words are my favorite parts.. there are times that i really want to tell those words to that man... the meaning of those words are:

Ten times, no twenty times a day, I keep thinking of you~~
I wonder if you know how I feel~~

There’s more I want to say but this is what I want to tell you~~
>I love you<

I like your smile, I look and look but I keep missing you~~

What are you doing? Do you even think of me?
I miss you so much that tears fall~~ TT_TT

I even made a video for "geu saram" bday with this song... and the video hits the best in my youtube channel..It has the most like, and the most comments.. ><

here is it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0RBSLj6Wz24&feature=plcp


Huaa~~~ Cube Entertaiment, they really make my life unyu-unyu, super unyu, in a cute way... and i'm happy^^

oh, the tittle "onjena naneun usseulsu isseo" means "that never fail to make me smile".. taken from super junior-angel.. that phrase really suits naui "geu saram" and Cube entertaiment... ><

Minggu, 24 Juni 2012

BTOB

hi.. hi... hi...

so, im gonna share a story of my BTOB day.. hmm.. BTOB is a rookie boyband, from Cube Entertaiment, so they're actually B2ST younger brother. BTOB consist of 7 member, Eunkwang, Minhyuk, Hyunsik, Ilhoon, Changseob, Peniel, and Sungjae. If i should choose a bias, i'll choose minhyuk and ilhoon. minhyuk is so cute, he looks like mini dongwoon, though he is actually older than dongwoon. oh, all of them are younger than me. the oldest member, eunkwang, he was born on september 19990, while i was born on august 1990...

on june, 21st, they came to Indonesia to held a mini showcase. when i heard the news, i was like woww... it's BTOB.. and they're rookie, we'd have a chance to see them closer, even an interaction. cause, i read news about BTOB live in Singapore, and they had a fansigning..aaawww.. and to get to the fansigning we only need to buy their CD..wooowww.. alin also a lot excited about it... we would surely going if the ticket cost less than IDR 500000.. but, then the showcase is free, yes free, ONLY for indovision subscriber. we should join a quiz and the winner will be drawn.. well, neither me or alin subscribe to Indovision, so we ask our friends if we could borrow their subscribtion ID.. and yes, we got one.. we expect to win this, cause we sure that not many people know BTOB and know this event.. but, we didnt win..huaaa.. we lost our chance to see them.. :(

but, we're not giving up.. we knew that they'll stay in jakarta for 3 days to do promotion, and it's indovision, so there's a chance that BTOB will do a promotion in RCTI, just like Hangeng did... well, my uncle is a manager at RCTI, so i contacted him whether there'll be BTOB in one of RCTI show... and yes.. yes.. yes.. yes... BTOB'll do promotion in Dahsyat.... well, i asked my uncle if i can come to Dahsyat, he said he can help, but his son, my cousin, was sick. and he needed to search for hospital.. im a bit pesimistic. i told alin the good and bad news.. and we choose to still go to Dahsyat with or without my uncle..

on june 22nd, we went to RCTI.. we arrived there at 5.30 am. my father drop us there.. and we met other melodies (BTOB fans, just like B2UTY for B2ST) there.. i still texted my uncle whether he could help us to get to Dahsyat,, but i don't expect a lot, cause i knew he must be busy. but, at 7.30 my uncle text me that he could help. he called his friend, and his friend'll be helping us to get to Dahsyat.. so yes, we can enter Dahsyat before other melodies.. the other need to wait in line but we can straight go to the studio. we're a bit confuse cause my uncle's friend leave us. we asked to sit alongside with the "alay"..huaa... im about to cry at that time.. huhuu :(

just before the shooting starts, we run to the bacstage... the security and the producer told us to stand on the audience side, and they kinda angry at us, so we follow them, and luckily my uncle came just before BTOB enter the studio.. he took us from the audience side, and we stand near the cameramen, near the entry door, yes the door where BTOB'll come from.. ><

and like 10 minutes later, BTOB came to rehearsal. they walk to us.. and we we're soo close... it's like only 50 cm away... and i confuse what to say, and i just scream "minhyuk" and he looked at me and smile, and then changseob came, he stand just right in front of us. and alin and i bowed to him, and said annyeong.. and he bowed back..ohhh....  they're so friendly.. ><

during the rehearsal, alin and i stand on the right side of the stage,, minhyuk, sungjae, come to us often.. there's time when minhyuk come so close to us.. we called him and he smile and wave to us.. yes only us.. cause there's no other melodies near us, so yes,, we made eye contact... kkkkk.... :p sungjae is so cute, he smile, and he looks really playful... and ilhoon.. oh my.. he is really really cute... when i saw him on video or photos, he looks so cool, but he is actually really cutee.... ><

BTOB do interview and sing Insane. during that time, we only saw them from the cameramen side.. because we didn't want to be shoot on TV.. kkk :p and after they finished performing, we waited for them, near the exit door, and om my... they are sooo handsome..very handsome..sungjae come first and eunkwang the last. im a bit confuse how to call them, because i still can't remember they face, i want to call ilhoon, but i dont know where is he.. i just confuse.. so i scream "oppa" and sungjae turned his head and look at me, and smile... kya kya kya... >< he is so cute... ><  and lol, i hope he didn't know that im older than him (sungjae is the maknae, lol). and then changseob came, we said "changseob daebak", he look at us, smile and bowed... then, we call minhyuk, and he (again) smile and wave to us, and the last eunkwang, i said "eunkwang daebak" and he look at me, smile and waving.. huaaa... im happy... >< eunkwang is a lot more handsome in real.. ><

and after that, we straingt exit the studio, cause i need to go to hospital and see my cousins.. he need help to do his exam.. lol.. but, outside the studio, there's a bus and a lot of melodies stand near it. oh it's BTOB's bus. because, i need to catch up with time, alin and i didn't wait for BTOB.. we go straight outside RCTI.. and guess what.. their bus pass in front of us.. i saw minhyuk sit near the window, behind him is sungjae, and they (again) wave and smile to us.. huaaa... how i really wish they remember us.. sungjae, minhyuk, changseob, and eunkwang.. we made lots of eye contact... huaaaaa.... >< thank u BTOB..

here are photos, i took on Dahsyat:








Kamis, 24 Mei 2012

내 여자친구를 부탁해 (Say No)

this is the cute -est, sweetest, beast's lyrics ever. i know and sing this song for a long time, but just realize the meaning of it. and it melts me~~~ kyaaa... >< you should read this, be melt, and dont blame me for that.







Today my friend asked me if he could date you
Since I had broken up with you, he said he’d cherish you in my place
“THAT THAT THAT THAT THAT’S OKAY
GET GET GET GET AWAY
It’s okay, it’s not like we have anything to do with each other anymore
Stop saying sorry, my heart doesn’t hurt
Please be a good boyfriend to her in place of me”
I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL
Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go
Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!
“She can’t drink a lot and she doesn’t like smoke
She hates being alone so always be with her”
Always celebrate her birthday and anniversaries”
I don’t know why I’m telling him this
I know I’m going to turn around and regret this but I still acted cool
I know I’m going to be upset behind my friend’s back and beg him not to
Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go
Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!
(Say) no no no (Say) you can’t
(Say) you will wait for me
(Say) no no no (Say) you can’t
(Say) you will wait for me
I can’t get myself to say that I still can’t sleep at night because of her
With a forced smile I encouraged him and sent him away OH GIRL
Oh can’t you see? I’m still lovin’ you
My heart still can’t seem to let you go
Say no! no! no! no! no! Say no! no! no! no! no!
Tell him no, tell him your heart is still waiting for me SAY NO!
credits:aoiare
my favourite part is "술은 많이 못해 담배 연기는 싫어해, 혼자 있는 거 싫어하니까 언제나 함께" which is my baby boy, DOOJOON's part. “She can’t drink a lot and she doesn’t like smoke. She hates being alone so always be with her”. how can that man be this cute~~ #diealilbitwhenhesingthis

picture from this


Selasa, 15 Mei 2012

have you ever

falling in love with six persons at the same time?


 I HAVE. 

these 6 boys, they made me fallen. ><



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