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"You'll Be Stronger With Each Tear That You Cry"

Minggu, 06 Mei 2012

tinki winki,dipsy,lala,poooo~~~

haaaaa~~~ saya bingung.. banget... !!!! ><

gak tau saya mash bisa dianggap sebagai pemilik blog ini apa gak. saya bahkan ga inget kapan terakhir kali ngepost.. >< mianhae~~ super mianhae.. :(

apa yg membuat saya tiba2 balik dan nulis? SAYA GAK TAU MAU NGAPAIN LAGI !!! hahahaha~~ well, these past 3 months were really really really AMAZING for me... seriously, just remembering it makes me smile the widest.. :D i've been through a lot, really a lot !! and that lots of things makes me HAPPY and i NEVER regret every single thing i've done on that past months..

but, why is it i said i have nothing to do??? well, yes, yes and yes.. it's my thesis !! that makes me crazy !!! i've done making all the printed module.. (2 months for 35x4 pages of module, with distraction of ss4, beautiful show, and k-variety show is kinda great right?hehhee.. :p) but then, i stuck in the interactive CD.. i dont know how to linking all the videos n animations !! i've tried load movie action script, get URL, and everything.. but it just not good enough !! it works, it is, but still that's not the best.. and now im in the phase of looking n waiting for some flash geeks to help me~~ yeorobun, please contact me if u know one !!!

and now what is that LOTS of things that i've been through?

1. Westlife Gravity Tour (october 5th 2011)
hehehe.. this is my FIRST westlife concert !!!! im kinda happy and expecting this a lot.. i even prepared a 2x2m banner with kinan. and of course, i hang it on the tribune wall.. and everyone saw it !!!! ><
to be honest, this concert score only 70(out of 100). westlife is still amazing, mark and shane voice is kinda WOW.. but, the safety management was terrible !!.. the concert paused for 30 mins !! imagine that !! the festival is over crowded, so westlife themselves, yes, my 4 beautiful lads that asked to paused the concert. they afraid there'll be fans that'll collapese, cause the front festival is really chaotic !!

but of course im still happy.. i almost cried when they sang "my love" and all the audience singing along with them..kyaa.. the best moment... ><




2. SPS !! (January 20th, 2012)
yes.... this was hmm... probably the strange-est day ever... i mean, in the morning before the sps, i feel like dying.. i really want to cry :( sooo nervous !! i do my "self motivated" thing: look at my self in the eye (with mirror of course) and tell my self IM AWESOME. then along the P7+47 buses, i only listen BEAST-YOU.. kkk... :p that song really makes me smile, smile of happiness.. imagening them sing that in front of you is really waaaww... >< 

and then the SPS went well.. kkk :p i cant control my self to keep debating my lecturer, and my friends like "code-ing" me with their hands, like saying calm down.. hahaha... but yeah, it's good, not as scary as i thought..

and after SPS, my friends and i went to d' cost, we had lunch there !!! >< hahahha~~ that was like the best lunch ever !! it was like, u've been to a great stress with all ur friends, together, n we're releasing it all !! and that day was the 1st day that i came back home from college with a WIDE smile..hehhehe.. :D

3. singapore and ss4 !!! (february 16th-19th, 2012)
after sps, i focusing my self on planning the singapore n ss4 tour..lol.. i made passport, choose hostel, flight, and booked it, i plan places to visit, money to spend,spot to eat, train route... well, it is my 1st time traveling abroad, and my friends n i will be doing alone, by ourselves, no tour guide, and this is cost a lot, so i want this to be great, i dont want to lose any single minute to be confuse or lost..kkkk :p 

and thanks to ma'am sari, for lending us her credit card, so we can booked everything.. >< 

the member of this trip were me, alin, aru, tika, and her mom.. so, it's 5 of us, the newbies, travelling to singapore.. kkk :p 

after doing all the research, discussing, we chose to stay in Mitraa Inn hostel, serangoon, and use jetstar flighr. we're staying in sg for aobut 4 days.. and we also booked universal studio ticket.. thx agan mojualbeli in kaskus !! ><

and that options we choose were THE BEST !!! 

Mitraa Inn hotel is really clean, comfortable, and has great service (well, dont mention that i cant sleep at night, kkk :p that's actually a habit if i need to sleep in a new place). we stayed in 5 bed private room (with separate bathrooms, but our room was right beside the bathroom, so yeay.. we always be the 1st person to take a bath).. the matress is great, the AC is function well too, the breakfast menu is great too (toast with chocolate/peanuts jam, apple, banana, boiled egg).. we only had a little trouble in the automatic key.. and oh, we caused that problems i think. physics students have instinct to open some "interesting" gadget.. lol..lol..><

and the location is sooo strategic.. right in front of us is bus shelter, by 5 mins walk there's MRT station, with 8mins walk u'll find mustafa center, and in 10mins walk, u'll find tekka center, little india (mustafa center, little india is 2 of shopping spots in sg)

Jet Star airways wa great too.. easy to booked, nice service, on time, and we got a free bread n water too.. and oh, on return flight to jakarta, our back are overweight, and the officer asked us to put it to the plane bagage (we dont rent any bagage package,it's expensive). i mean, our bag cant be put in cabin bagage cause it's overweight.. we were so scared, cause what i know is that bagagae overweight will cost lots of money. i mean it was our return flight. i my self only left 30 sgd + idr 500000 on my wallet... >< but when i asked the officer "how much is the bagage cost?" she answerd "diam-diam".. and of course, i confuse, and i asked her again, and she said again "diam-diam aja" and yes that's mean FREE !!! lol.. FREE !!! hahhaha..

and we bought the USS ticket on the right place.. we bought in 60 sgd on kaskus, and later on uss, we met some indonesian who bought sgd 69 on a travel agent in jakarta, and there's also who bought it sgd 63 on the USS.. and that sgd 60 is a straight ticket, i mean, not a voucher, or printed ticket that need to be exchanged to the real one. 

and how is USS?? really great !! all the things that i ride is really making me  "WOW".. kkk.. :p we rode battlestar galactica "human" that was crazy !! reallly, my face is really pale, really bad, before the ride begin. and i think people who wait in line were laughing at me. i was so scared.. but now, i really want to ride it again!! kkk.. :p we also ride jurrasic "arung jeram" i forget the name, and im the one who get wet, relly wet on that. canopy flyer, that one i'll never forget.. liar!! you liar!! hahaha.. mummy returns ride was good too.. and transformer is the best!!! it's really a MUST TRY !!! but the line is sooooo long !!! we need to wait fo 30mins...

singapore is a great city... i love the MRT..love it a lot..that was the best thing in sg.. MRT is the one that made me want to stay n live in sg..kkk.. :p and also sg have great view... i mean, merlion park, the free water n light show in marina bay, if i live there, i'd visit it every weekend.. kkkk. :p 

last, the super junior and super show days... pay attention  to the word "DAYS" yes.. not just a single day. i watch ss4 only in the 1st day, but my super junior day is more than a day. !!!! lol.. 
first, i arrive on changi airport, on feb 16th, around 1 pm.. and guess what, that was also the time where CHOI SIWON and LEE DONGHAE arrive from taiwan !! and yes, WE MET SIWON AND DONGHAE ON CHANGI !!! im kinda regret it why we exit the gate, we should've stayed inside longer.. ><

i actually knew that siwon n donghae'll arrive on the same day,but idk if we'll arrive in the same time. i dont even know from what gate'll they exit. and because of we dont know anything about changi, right after we pass the immigration, we kept on walking,just walking, and we saw a little crowd (it was less then 70 people) standing in line, holding banners with korean words.. we actually didnt want to wait too, cause we already met the person who'll take us to the hostel (it's tika's mom friend)..but, finally we wait..kkk :p and after like 10-20 mins, they arrived !! SIWON IS REALLY HANDSOME IN BARE FACE !! and donghae, he is so short..lol..sorry..kkk :p

after that, we straight going to the hostel, check in, put our bag, rest a bit, and we straight exploring sg !!! marina bay was our 1st destination.. we tooks photos, and eat in mcdonalds, we met indonesian workers there.. after going around marina bay, we went to plaza singapore.. and yes, that is the place where SKIP BEAT FANSINGING WITH SIWON N DONGHAE located !! we arrive there around 6.30 pm, and already crowded !! the fansigning itself start at 7pm.. and siwon still handsome, but he n donghae wears to much face powder, make up!! they looks sooooo whitee, and over whitee.. lol.. >< we didn't get the sign, we even didn't have time n space to stare at them. really crowded n the security yell and told us to keep moving..lol...

after that, we comeback to marina bay for the light n water spectacular show .. we missed the 1st show, so we waited for one n a half hour for the 2nd show... we were really tired, but the show is amazing... they use water as the screen... >< that was the 1st day..

the 2nd day we went to USS, as i told you, USS is really great.. i actually didn't plan to go there. only alin n aru.. but at the end all of us went there..kkk :p we also bought some lolipo n chocolate from candylicious store.. and i still have the lolipop till now..lol.. ><

the 3rd day was SS4... only tika n me watched it.alin,aru, and tika's mom went to bugis, botanical garde,etc.. i feel really super tired at that time... we need to wait in line from 9am-6pm for the show..the lining is really discipline n organized... we sit it line, no one "nyelak".. we also met lots of indonesian there.. how's the show? well, as expected, that was REALLY GREAT, and everyone around me were SCREAMING NON STOP DURING THAT 4 HOURS SHOW.. idk where they got power from... >< things that i wont forget was during perfection,acha,mr simple,operea... omoo.. i feel sth creep in my back hair.. i mean the atmosphere is really great.. everyone yell fanchant, the music was great, n i sang along with them.. and YESUNG IS SOO HANDSOME !!! HE IS LIKE 200% MORE HANDSOME IN REAL THEN IN PHOTOS !!!!!  yesung,hae,teuk stayed in front of me a lot, while my boy siwon only pass by once or twice =,=.. and of course, i got present for them, yes, a westlife cd.. i dont have time to wrap it/write sth on it, so i only brought ir barely.. during goodbye, i show it to donghae, and he was staring at me, and the cd strangely, like "buya, what is that girl bringing" lol... >< and yes, im failing that.. lol.. ><

the concert finished at 10 pm, i bought original lighstick n L holder.. kkk :p and i also bring the saphire blue baloon..lol.. tika was really scared of balloon, sorry kk :p and that night, is the night where i sleep comfortably for the 1st time in the hostel..hehhehe.. :p

and the last day, we went around the serangoon street,looking for chocolate n parfum store.. we walked for 10mins but still cant find one,so we choose to do bus ride...hehee.. we ride bus without any destination, and when we arrive on the last terminal, we going back n ride the same bus..lol... ><

 marina bay

 merlion park

before ss4 with tika 

during ss4 goodbye, yess, suju is behind me.

after ss4

on the batu timah bus terminal

in front of light n water spectacular show: TIRED

universal studio !!


penasaran hal gila apa lagi yg uda gw lakukan????? penasaran kan? and that makes this story to be continue~~~ <3




Minggu, 27 November 2011

B2ST is the BEST !!!!! (part 1)

everyonee..... please meet these 6 talented men... B2ST (boys to search for top) !!



huaaa.. i currently listening and watching to them... kyaa.. they are AWESOME !!!!

they are soo original, they sing and dance really well... every member has a great individual skill of singing and dancing.. i was about to cry when i hear doojoon sings and english r 'n b song (dont know the title, the lyrics is "beacuse of u, making me a good man") on mtv b2st.. and yosoeb who i think has the weakest dancing skill,, wow.. he dance soom perfectly...kyaa... my cutie yoseobbiee..

the 1st time i know them, is from the mubank streaming, they perform Fiction, and i was in love with doojoon part "ajik nan noel mitchi mothago, modeun goel da mitchi mothago, irokhe nan bonajeil mothago, oneuldo.." and after that i search more of their song and i was like kyaaa.. all their songs are good.. i listen to on rainy days, soom, mystery, say no, beautiful, shock, when the door closes, and now i cant stop my self from listening and singing to The Fact..kyaa.. this song is too good..

first, meet the leader.. yoon doo joon...



kyaaa.. he is my favorite member in beast.. he is the most charismatic leader i've known..
i like the way he act carelessly, like doesnt care at all but he actually a responsible leader.. i like the way he choose casual and sporty clothes..

and the most thing i like is he thinks that having a date in a soccer match is romantic.. ^^ hey dujunnie,, if u wanna know, i once think of having a wedding ceremony in a soccer field.. :p so, should we have one?


he may looks mature and old, but he is an 89s, he is actually just one year older than me.. kyaa... what a match.. i'll wait for ur propose dujunnie :p

and this is Yong Jun Hyung.. haha.. he looks really fierce.. his face like saying "what are u looking at? do u want to die huh?" hahah.. but yes, he is actually as cute as the other..


the 1st time i saw him, i was like ew... he is so alay... i told tara that way, but tara insist that junhyung is cute.. later i found out that yes he is really cool.. i like his arrogant look.. and his rap is wowwowoww.. i was about to cry at the 1st time i hear biga oneun naren rap..kyaaa.. it takes me about 2 weeks to sing his rap on biga oneun naren... that was the his best rap ever..


and later i hear another song, and this bossy guy looks cooler.. kyaaa.. his mystery dance is super cute.. hahaha.. his expression is way too precious to be missed..

next, this is Lee Gikwang. he first debuted as solo singer, with nickname AJ. then he transfered to b2st.. i was kinda thanked he become b2st member... i first though he is very cool.. looka his smile, and his muscles.. haha.. but then i found out that he is too short.. hahaha.. and that makes him a bit funny..

then, i watched their variety show, and it revelaed that this muscles boy is totally babo !!!! hahah.. he tricked easily and omo his appeareance is soo tricking.. when u first see him u r comment will be omoo.. he is cool, but then u will see that he act just like a little kid... haha.. see the picture below, yes that is the same Gikwang u saw above.. haha

but of course there r lots of things that i adore him.. his voice is likee..wooow.. it's nice to hear him singing, and yes he is number one dancing machine... ><
and also i like his humble personality.. he already famous before debuting with b2st, but he keep his head down and respect all his hyungs.. he pateintly teach dongwoon the maknae how to dance well.. that is really cute.. ^^

gonna continue bout the other member later.. im enjoying every song they have right now.. and will aways do.. i hope they get famous and get a lot of awards.. they deserve that.. theya are so talented yet original... b2st, saranghaeyoo...





Sabtu, 12 November 2011

On Rainy Days...

anneyong...
i'm back here to the world of online writing..

kinda miss this blog a lot :'(

so, how to start this...


well...i just finished my PPL.. 2 months was a very short time yet a precious one.. :)
lots of experience, knowledge i get from that time.... kyaaaaa.... im gonna miss this a lot....

ok, i think my blogging hiatus is too long and that makes me nervous and confuse how to write here, so i think i'll tell u all the experience i had during PPL.

well, if u ask me what are the best things that happen during college..after all this 3 years, i will answer PPL on the 1st place, and BEMJ on the 2nd place.. huaaa.. those are 2 things, that making me this way, and surely this will be my precious story that i'll proudly share to everyone.. :)


yes, this is me.. i was the one who force my friends to had PPL in 78 shs.. :p since i was accepted in Physics Education in UNJ, i already told my self that im gonna take my PPL in 78 shs, which is my former high school.. well, there's too much good memories i had in 78, so i'll love to have another one too :p

at first, it's hard to convince my friends, cause they are afraid of the RSBI image of 78 shs. they afraid of the English using, the students and also the lesson.. for me, yeah that's actually what i'm afraid of too. but then i convince my self that there'll be lots of new knowledge, experience that i'll get from everyone in 78..

and finally, dwl, which is also the alumnus of 78, tara, my closest friend in PFR 2008, and kinanti,my milan and westlife mates (which is also my grandmother) joins me to had our PPL in 78..




around august 18th, i did the 1st observation.. i was told that im gonna teach XII IPA C and XII IPA D.. the first thing i thought when i saw them is that "wow.. what a flashback" i suddenly remember all the shs experiences.. the way we given too many tasks, the way we crave for knowledge, and good score...aaaa...

and my guide teacher is Mr. Nursyam.. well, i never been taught by him before, but i was told that he has lots of extra work beside teaching in school..

im observing him and the class for like a week.. and i began to teach at the early september. the first lesson i teach is Blackbody Radiation...as usual, the first reaction from the student is not good, and also my first performance is not satisfy enough.. huaaaa... looking back at that time, i was kinda feel hahahaha... that was a pityful experience.. oh dear students, im sorry for that :(

but i dont want to give up.. im doing PPL is not only for good score, or fullfill my credits but also to share every knowledge and experience i have.. i dont want this PPL is just a brief stopover.. this should be great for me, the students, and all the teacher in 78..

and as time pass by, it all went well.. :DD although i struggle a lot during the night, and feels so nervous every morning, but when i enter the classroom, and standing in front of the students, see those bright smile, suddenly all the nervous gone.. (hahhaa.. im doubting it actually)

and, here are they...





other funny things from this PPL is, i finally know all the backstage of 78 shs.. hahaha.. what i mean is, when i was a student there, i get along with another student, and now i am a teacher i also get along with the teacher.. and now, i know every stories, gossips, funny and crazy things happened between the teachers.. kekekke.. :p and there are some surprising teacher.. hahaha.. i dont know how to express this.. when i was a student, i though some teacher are sooo fierce and has no sense of humor, but lately i found out that they are as crazy as others.. hahaha.. :p

and i also realize many things that i never aware before..

first, making a great problems (questions) is HARD !!!!.. i need to read a lot from lots of book, and calculating all the number.. kyaaa..

and these are my ultimate helper.... gomawoo.. ^^



arthur beiser book was the best of all.. i had this book since the 5th semester but, this october was the 1st time i read the book seriously and wow.. this book helps a lot..

i also got the chance to look after the mid semester test.. and i find it sooo boring.. because i cant stand sitting on the teacher sit for a long time.. i walk along the class a lot (which is what i also did during the meeting).. for the students that never had my class before, they maybe feel that im a strict teacher, but im actually NOT...

these are what i write, draw during the mid test.. hahha..



and here is it the photoshoot taken during PPL







at the last lecturer, i ask my student to filled kuesioner about physics and me.. and here is it their respond.. thank u.. ^^



and last, have a look at my 1st super junior album and calender... kkk.. :p


on rainy days title is dedicated to the ultimate b2st... im kinda loove this song..
i even made the cover with tara...see my utube channel ;p
and also during ppl, i spent my preparation night with this song,
and the rain also falling so hard,uring those time..

gonna post bout this b2st later.. see yaa :)


Minggu, 02 Oktober 2011

meet the AB :)

hi... wohoo.. it's my first post since the unscheduled hiatus i took for a month,, a month..huaaa.... forgive me.. just got no time to write...

okay, what's i've been doing recently...

1. i started my PPL in 78 shs.. it's been a month now (now, u know why i neglect this blog). i taught about more than 5 meeting.. i made many things.. huaaa.. how to express this... I'M JUST HAPPY !!! never knew teaching feels this good :))

2. im still stuck on my thesis.. kinda crazy bout this... im sooooooo lazy !! huaaaa... i got many dreams, but how to achieve one when im still stuck on this.. :(

3. i don't know why, but i feel so much LOVE this september.. whether it's from my friends, family, students, and etc.. huaaa... thanks ALLAH for making me loved this way..

now, back to the title.. im gonna share things about AB bloodtype.. yes it is my bloodtype. i actually never care things like this. this bloodtype issues interest me a lot since i know heechul, the ultimate star with AB bloodtype..hahaha..im kinda happy we have same bloodtype..

i got these from twitter @BloodTypes go follow if u want to know more.. here is it :

1. Type AB get tired of chasing the same person or the same dream relatively quickly. --> hmm..
2. Type AB are usually very talkative and they laugh a lot. --> I AM
3. Type AB easily fall into trances, leaving those around them to wonder what's wrong.--> really?
4. Type AB don't understand why they can't just act how they feel. They feel pressured to act happy all the time. --> DO I?
5. Type AB have a keen eye for detail, whether it be designs or others' expressions and actions. --> TRUE
6. Type AB are very sensitive. --> AM I?
7. Type AB, under whatever circumstances, must finish what they were doing/saying. --> EXACTLY AND IT NEEDS TO BE QUICK
8. Type AB do not like to get too personal. --> I AM
9. Type AB hate getting interrupted. --> YES
10. Type AB have a lot of faith in themselves. --> OF COURSE


11. Type AB always think logically, thus are deemed as wise. --> DO I?
12. Type AB are not easy to convince. --> CORRECT !
13. Type AB follow their heads, not their hearts.--> I'M HEARTLESS?
14. Type AB dislike sharing their pain with others.--> NEITHER DO I
15. Type AB will only admit they are having a hard time when they are on the verge of breaking down.--> hmm..
16. Type AB girls are most compatible with Type AB boys.--> so, it's me and heechul or me and yesung? hhaa..
17. Type AB girls don't talk much when they are around the person they really like.--> kinda yes
18. Type AB hate arguing.--> A LOT
19. Type AB do not like to be dependent.--> YEEHAA
20. Type AB are fast at understanding.--> OH..

21. Type AB are very unpredictable.--> hmm..
22. Type AB have multiple personalities.--> NO COMMENT
23. Type AB get hurt, even if it was just a joke, but will just laugh it off. --> ohh..
24. Type AB do not discriminate.--> YES
25. Type AB long for a love like in TV dramas.--> wooohoooo.....
26. Type AB are good at multi-tasking.--> yes?
27. Type AB are easily entertained.--> i love to laugh at simple things
28. Type AB girls like to be alone.--> i sometimes do
29. Type AB are nice to everyone; but usually have no feelings for any of them.--> hhaa.. it is
30. Type AB hide their sadness with smiles and laughter.--> ohh...

there are still many things about AB.. and yes, it's so true... i am soo moody, i can be nice at one time, then mean at the other time. i talk a lot, laugh a lot. and i never share my very own deep feeling to anyone, not to my friends, not to my family, i keep all on my own. and i manage it so well, so that i always look OK all the time.

and the funny thing is it is very true that i long for a love like in TV drama...hahaha.. especially if the main actor is Choi Siwon..hahaahaaa... i don't watch TV drama, i hate it, cause yes it makes me jealous..

when i'm doing something, i'll do it straight away, and i really want it to be finish quickly. why? because i have an unstable mood, so when im in the mood of doing something, i'll do it like forever as long as my mood is in..and i hate being interrupted. once my student interrupt me when i was explain sth, i told them to be quiet, and after i finish my explanation, i ask him back what was his question..hahaha..

most of people say an AB is so unique and strange... oh well, yes we are.. we are special edition.. don't know why, but i kinda like that idea.. :p

and now, let me introduce you to the ABs...

1. Me, i know my self is an AB when i was in senior high school. i first thought i am a B.
2. My sister. huaaa... how does it feel to have an AB sister in ur house?? hell.. hahaha.. we fight a lot, but we do share things a lot..

we are a happy AB siblings

3. Kim Heechul.. huaa.. who doesn't know him.. he is like the most famous AB ever..hahaha.. to be honest, i learn how to be a good AB from him. i learn how to explore and develop my self from him.. so, thank you :)


4. Yesung. yes another person that make me proud of being an AB.. he is kim jongwoon, the lead vocal of super junior.. once u hear him singing, u will melt..hahaha..