somewhere only we know

just wanna share beautiful words from the epilogue of Grey's Anatomy ep. 22 season finale 7


"There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone.
It wasn't 'cause I thought I'd be happy alone.
It was because I thought if I loved someone. and then it fell apart. I might not make it. It's easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love. and then you don't have it?
What if you like it and lean on it?
What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart?
Can you even survive that kind of pain?
Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is death ends.
This? It could go on forever."

i just feel unwell, thinking bout future and how to prepare for it. thinking if there's sth wrong happen, will i be able get trough that. can i keep this faith and strength to reach all what i want.. ;D

the title "somewhere only we know" is from Keane's song that recovered beautifully by Lifehouse..