Hmm... Actually, Beast is not a group that made me know and love kpop. I know and love kpop because of other group. At that time, i was so into that group. I mean, i confess that they are really good at everything, and me as the newbie in kpop i really melted by all their skills.
One day, i was streaming the comeback stage of that group. The MC of the show mentioning the chart list, and Beast-Fiction is on the top 10. Me, who was always interested in sth a bit unusual, think that Beast is a very unique name, and their song title Fiction made me curious of what does the song about. I said to my self, let's find out more about them later.
At that time i was too mesmerized by that 1st kpop group i liked, and the plan to look out for beast and the fiction inside them is forgotten. But, the faith of me and beast isn't over yet. I once streams a bora of Kiss The Radio, and they played Beast-Fiction, and i remembered my old curiousity about beast. That was my first time hearing Beast-Fiction, and yes Fiction is my 1st Beast song. My 1st impression about Fiction is "hmm.. this song kinda good. it's not too slow and not too upbeat". So, i decide to download the Music Video. During this time i also found out that Beast's fan club name is Beauty, and their album title is Fiction and Fact. and i think those are really really cutee, and unique.
I'm not an easy to persuade person. It took more than a semester for me to finally liking kpop. And it also happens at Beast thing. I watched Fiction MV,
and i was like "aaahhh.. this boyband isn't handsome.. they are strange.. they are too old to be boyband.. my 1st kpop group still the best." that's really an honest comments from me. But, again, i'm interested in a unique thing, and i personally think that the face of Beast's member is very unique, and Fiction is a catchy song too, so i kept the MV in my laptop. But i keep on fangirling my 1st kpop group.
From my 1st kpop group, i got many friends from all over the world, and some of them are really close to me. we created a FB group consist of many people from many countries that like that group. We like to play many things, a quiz and also role player. We once played a role player as the members of my 1st kpop group. I play as my bias in that 1st group. But, the member of the FB group increasing at time, and we need more character to play. So, one of my friends decided to add Gikwang as the character. Me, i don't know who is Gikwang, but, again, his name, Gikwang sounds a bit unique to me, Gikwang sounds like Giwang, an Indonesia word means earrings. so i do google, and found out that Gikwang is one of the member of Beast.
And after that i searched for Beast profile, and found one on Kaskus. And i was really really shocked while read their profile. Remember, i once told you that Beast members looks so strange and too old. The strange one is Yoseob, because his nose is kinda weird for an idol, and the old ones are Dujun and Hyunseung. I really thought that Dujun is a lot older than Super Junior Leeteuk. and guess what, Dujun is the oldest in beast and he is the leader of Beast, and he was born in 1989 which is only one year older than me !!! and that means other members are younger that him. that's really shocking me. I also thought that Yoseob, except the fact that his nose is strange, is the maknae, but actually Dongwoon is the maknae. Okay, i started to think that this group is interesting.
Then, i go back to Fiction music video, to find out, which one is who. and i can only acknowledge which one is YS (by his nose), GK (by his short, neat hair), JS (by his red hair). and i cant differentiate junhyung, dongwoon and dujun. I didn't stop, i thought that like my 1st kpop group, beast should've have a live performance video. So, i look for that and my 1st Fiction live performance video was this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bgr5lqYTnAY
And i keep listen and listen to Fiction. then i started to fall in love with Dujun's intro part and Junhyung's rap. I keep on listening, but korean was very hard for me at that time, so i still cant sing it, and don't have any motivation to learn to sing. and i also found the video of them singing fiction live in a radio without any background music. and their voice were really great. very great. all the members have the same voice qualities. and i also found this picture of YS and DW
fiction is way too cool that i even imagine to perform it live with my dewi, kinan, and tara. i was like "it'd be cool if we can sing and dance to it live". lol.lol..hahha.. so, i finally learn to sing this song, also the rap part. hmmm... ever since junior high school, i always interested in rap, or, singing fastly (singing fastly, i called it that way, cause idk any techniques how to rap, i just sing the words fastly). i never like any specific rapper, but there's some of old 90s western boybands, have "fast to sing" song, like A1-Too Bad Baby, and C21-Deep Down. And i can follow their "fast singing" beat. so, it isn't impossible to learn, and yes, i finally can sing the whole song of Fiction. and once, kinan, tara, and i went to a karaoke, i sang Fiction.
Kinan and Tara like to sang many korean songs that i don't know at that time and i mostly sing western boyband songs. if we want to sing korean song together it'd be my 1st kpop group songs. the only Korean song that i know, and they don't know is Fiction. So, i decided to look more for Beast's song. so i can sing more korean songs. and i found On Rainy Days.
the 1st on rainy days video i got is their performance in inkigayo, and on that performance they really sing it nicely with a real rain pouring on them. and i was kyaaaa.. that is water, water, and they sing under the rain.. cool. and the member i pay more attention on in this video is not Gikwang, but Dujun. I've told you that i really like people with unique face. I really like Filippo Inzaghi, AC Milan's football player, a lot, and my friends couldn't get the idea of how can i liking an old and not handsome guy like that, while there are kaka and shevchenko who are young, handsome, and skillfull. and i think this law of attraction also applied to Dujun.
His face, there aren't any attractiveness at all, but i like the way he stand, i think he really cool. He really look like a man. Hmmm.. if you know a Taiwan drama "They Kissed Again", the main character, the doctor (husband), is a man that seems like hating his wife, and he seems like don't care at all at her. but, there are time when he secretly taking care of here, with a very cute care, very sweet. and i think Dujun has that kind of image. and.. I really like that type of man ;_____; and on that On Rainy Days video i saw Gikwang is really short compared to other members. hahhaha.. that makes me "ilfil" a bit.
until that time my feeling to Dujun and beast still in phase of "they are interesting and makes me curious". My main fandom is still the 1st kpop group.
Because of my curiousity, i keep on searching more about Beast, other song, i found Soom, Shock, and Say No. and those songs are really catchy and suits my ear. well, im not fall to that song on the 1st time i listen to it, but if i listen to it again and again, my ear start to get comfortable and addict to it. kyakyakyakya. and Yoon Dujun, his getting more and more attractive. One day, i told tara about Beast, and i showed her On Rainy Days performance, and Tara asked which member is your bias in Beast, and guess what i answered "Dujun, the leader" kyakyakyakya.. hahahha. Tara also told me that there's other cool video where Dujun and Dongwoon duet, and played piano, the song titled "When the door closes". Tara had known kpop earlier than me, and she also known Beast, but she's not really into Beast.
So after that, i keep on Beast-ing my self. I download many variety shows, other videos, and while watching for my 1st kpop group performance i also keep on eye on Beast performance, i started to look for Beast's forum. and i'm getting to know more about Dujun.. aww... i love him.. i love the way he dress, he like to use casual and loose t shirt, i like how he is so sloppy and he always said he treats woman like a stone..kyaaa.. that really match my imagination of his character.. >< He is so manly.. >< ><
and other members has interesting personality and skills too. i once said that their vocal quality is almost the same, and their dance skill is actually very good too, and every member can dance very well. i downloaded Soom dance practice, and wow... wow.. wow.. even YS, who i thought the weakest member in dance, can dance that difficult choreo very well.. they have a great sync in both singing and dancing as a group. and Yong Junhyung.. oh my, he can writes such a very beautiful lyrics. i searched the translation of Fiction and On Rainy Days, and the parts of
"I'm a writer that lost his purpose, I Love You, I Love You, I Love You, I Love You, I Love You, i kept on writing these 3 words"
and
"Well, it doesn't mean that i miss you, no it doesn't mean that. It just, the memories we had are a bit sharp"
are really cute.. ;_____; and deep and meaningful. Dongwoon and Gikwang personality are very cute too.. they are really babo.. super babo..hahha.. Hyunseung, hahha.. he is really jjang. beside his super great dancing and singing skill, his 4D personality is really cute too. i had a video of Idol Maid, where he took driver lisence's test and he kept on lying that he hasn't study yet.. and the PD edited the video of him saying "gojitmal, gojitmal, gojitmal" on and on,, that is so funny, and how he rap "Tian mimi, ni xiao ni de tian mimi" on MBC show is really amuse both me and other Beast member.. kyaaa.. i like them the best. hahhaa
that was around September-November 2011. I was a loner fans of Beast, and I keep Beast, Beauty as my 2nd fandom. I want to cheer them a lot, but i kinda don't have friends..hahhaaha. that time is the time of my PPL in 78 shs. I met a student that also a kpop fans, and we like the same group, my 1st kpop group. we had a lil talk bout kpop, and we both agree that beside my 1st kpop group, Beast is a very great boyband too.
and during late November-December 2012, i get close to Alin and Aru. We had plan to travel to Singapore, so we met each other a lot. During that time, i ask them about Beast. Well, alin and aru were a pro at kpop, hahhaha.. tara and them are the ones that influenced me to these kpop things. I asked Alin whether she knew beast, she said she didn't know, and when I asked Aru, she said she knew some Beast's songs, and She said they have many great songs.. yes, i agree on that. and there's a time, they came to my house, and i showed them Beast's pictures. and their rection was like "YS is very cuteee...." I showed them Beast's performance and they said they like it. At that day, Alin made up her self that YS is her bias.lol. And i'm happy cause i finally got beauty mates. and with them, i can express my self and share my feelings about Beast. and we are getting more and more in love with Beast. we've been through a lot. we recorded ourselves sang "on rainy days" on Marina Bay, in front of Light and Water Spectacular Show. We sang Beast songs every night on our hotel room. and we went to Beautiful Show in Indonesia.. and that night, March, 17th 2012 was one of the beast nigth in my life, and i believe it was one of the best night for alin and aru too. after the concert, they hugged me and thanked me for introducing beast to them. hahaha.. i never thanked them for introducing kpop to me..lol..
and now, i'm proud to say that Beauty is my main fandom, and I am so in love with beast, and i'm happy to know them. and i will continue supporting them, and by their side along the rest journey. :)
So, what can you get from this?
First, I'm not fall in love with Beast because of their handsome look. no, beast member isn't handsome. But each of the member have a very great skill of singing and dancing. and they can sync them very well, so every song they sing and every choreo they dance will become pretty great.
and so because of that, the 2nd is, Beast really sell their song, they work really hard on every song, and that resulted many people, even the one that already got a main fandom, start to like them. and their album "Fiction and Fact" i read lots of comments from non beauty people (i read many in Youtube channels that do song parody) that said "This album is the only album which i like ALL the songs in it". NADO !!!
i've listened to Westlife, A1, Backstreet boys,etc. and i had their album, but, yes, there are some songs that really bored me, and im always skip that song everytime i play the album. for example, i don't really like the song "I cry" and "Bob BOb Baby" from Westlife's World of Our Own album. I don't like "The Things We Never Did" song from A1's The A List album. but, Fiction and Fact is different. there are always some parts that are so catchy, so that i don't want to miss it. I cried at the 1st time i heard and watched You performance. that was really cute. I like DJ and JH parts on Freeze. i like the part of "Don't you tell me why Don't let me down" etc etc etc.
and the 3rd, they have great personality and team work, and cube is a very great entertaiment agent. Beast sleep together, 6 of them, in the same room. so u can imagine how close they are. GK and YS were school mates, also, GK, DJ, YS, and DW once trained together in JYP. they know each other very well, and i never hear there's a fight between them. even though GK and DJ were so busy, even JH has more money cause he wrote lyrics, they still support each other, and they bring Beast name every where they go. YS even help JH to sing as the guide of the song JH's write for free, and DJ, as the leader, he really care other members and support them a lot. and they are soo close to their parents. i mean very close that until now, their parents still gathering at Cube to talk about their schedule and their parents still taking care of thier money. Even the scariest person, JH, he still daddy cute son. hhahahaa.. Son Ilrak, Dongwoon father, he really cares about Beast and Beauty a lot. He really protects us, and oh my, i never saw any father of boyband member do this. Son Ilrak appa, he knew a bad rumor of Beast, that even only spread out on internet. even alkpop didn't write it on their site, and i don't even think that Beast themselves knew the rumors. but Son Ilrak knew, and he wrote on his cyworld about this. He is defending us with his genius words.. kyaaa.. so proud of him and really thankful.. ><
Because of these reasons and facts. i really don't understand, how can Beast have haters. they are too kind and too perfect. Just an enviousness that can make people hates them. So now, I just can pray that Beast will continue progressing and Beauty will grow stronger. and me, i hope i can see them again, and i wsih for a chance to say directly to them how thankful i am for knowing them. amin.
hahhaha.. what a long post. see ya. :)
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