cause sometimes we just don't realize that we're in love

haiii.. ehmm. ini saya posting lophe2 pas tanggal 14 februari..eheii, gak maksud apa apa, saya sndri skrng bukanlah seseorng yg merayakan valentine,, u've gotta learn why we should do or why we shouldn't do something.

yah, sesuai judul, sya mau ngebahas tntang kadang2 kita gak sadar kalo kita jatuh cinta,, ya sampai kita merindukannya... cinta disini bukan cuma sama si pacar, atau si dia.. bisa juga dengan sebuah rutinitas, organisasi, persahabatan, dn lain sebagainya. kalo dibilang ini pengalaman pribadi, yah emang ini pengalaman pribadi..hahaha

misalkan saja, kita pernah tergabung dalam sebuah organisasi. anggap saja, organisasi eksekutif di kampus.. yah, kita ada disana saat awal2 kampanye ketua, saat nentuin personil, nentuin siapa kepala departemn, siapa kepala biro.. membuka registrasi anggota, pertma kali membokar ruang base camp.. program kerja pertama, ..

dan yah, lama kelamaan berorganisasi itu terasa merepotkan, lelah, capek. hingga kita sering kabur rapat, kesel sndri knapa sih ni organisasi ngadain acara nginep keluar kota padahal besoknya ada uts, mulai menunggak lpj maupun lk. mulai membebankan amanah ke orang lain..

and suddenly it all finished. a one year period is over.. sidang umum terakhir, saat sang ketua membacakan lpjnya, jadi keinget lagi,, gimana kita mau nangis, saat H-1 acara tiba2 harus diundur karna ga dapet ruangan, gimana kita gak tega ngeliat wajah si ketua saat harus menerima knyataan kalo stafnya kelupaan satu tugas penting, atau saat family day pertama yang jalannya acara gak sesuai rncana, atau saat kita yang senior kerja keras dan ditinggal junior hanya karna salah nagkep informasi..haaaaa...

dan ya, kita berfikir lagi, pengalamn itu gak akan pernah bisa terbayar dengan apa pun, sgala sedih,seneng, kesel,marah yang dulu2 itu, ga akan trulang lagi.. tinggal ada perasaan beruntung dan terima kasih krna uda dikasih brbagai ksmpatan buat melakukan kesalahan dan kebaikan selama ini..


haa.. keluarga itu yg dulu jadi pelarian saya kalo uts dapet jelek, yang saya jadi bahan obrolan di belakang kelas sama teman saat si dosen mulai ngebosenin, yang sbtulnya saya tunggu2 saat rapat krna kbnyakn rapat diisi dengan humor mnyenangkan..

and yes, this family that i, my self didn't notice that i've been in love with. hope success, health, and wealth always be there by ur side..

and this song is dedicated to you,,

Never Knew I Needed-Ne Yo

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing, oh yeah

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again


You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear, I need you here always

My accidental happily
(Ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me
(With your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
You the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear, I need you here always
(Now it's so clear)

Who knew that I could be
(Who knew that I could be)
So unexpectedly
(So unexpectedly)
Undeniably happier
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me
Girl, you're the best

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
(Said I needed)
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
(Said I had no idea)
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
(Now it's so clear)
(So clear, so clear, I need you always)

Now it's so clear, I need you here always

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