gravity..

whatever you say
whatever you do
there will be good times waiting for you
whatever you hear
i won't disappear
i promise you that

that is a chorus part of Westlife's song, I Promies You That. kinda miss them so much this week. it seems liked they were the one who can relieved me from this hectic, nervous week..

this week i visited some interesting place (again), unfortunately i didn't bring camera to document it. and also, i've got my laptop re installed. hehehee.. i just felt that my laptop had been not very well, so i asked my friend to re installed the system. and yes, i'm happy with it.. now, i can function my microsoft office, and yes my mozilla looks cute now..hehehee

i spent the first day of this week by attending a meeting with the campus staff and all the PKM finalist. we talked about continuing the project, and problems that might happen during the process. aargghh.. i'm soo afraid of this.. i myself thought that my educational software projects are too hard, and it need more time than it have.. but i have the spirit of make it through the PIMNAS..hehehee...

after the meeting, my friends and i visited Senen station to buy some books for the Keterampilan Mengajar resume tasks.. we thought it will be easy to find that kind of book in Senen, but then that teaching genre books was hard to find.. we finally found a shop that sells micro teaching book, but the price is higher than our expectation. we expect the book only cost bertween IDR 15000-20000, but the seller offer it for IDR 40000. after a long bargaining, we had a deal that we will pay two kind of micro teaching books for IDR 63000.. and as usual i made another extra purchase : a john connolly novel (IDR 30000) and 3 comics (IDR 12000).. and that book itch my nose so bad.. i sneeze everytime i open the page..hahhaa




the hardest day of this week was Friday..aaaa..a.a.a.a.aaaa... well, i'm gonna face this aaa things every friday..hahha.. i have a 4 sks of KM class and 2 sks of DPS (desain pembelajaran sains) class every Friday from 8 am to 3 pm, and it means i'm gonna have to talk, discuss, doing anythings about teaching for 7 hours, break an hour.. no, it's not that i'm bored of it. it actually interesting i made a few notes and asked some question during the class, but all this teaching things make absoulutely nervous.. aaaa.aa.a.aa..a.a.. i have some experience of teaching, and yes i enjoy it, it interesting to interact with students, be close to them, sharing many things with them. but what i'm afraid of is if i teach the wrong concept of physics..aaaa.a.a.a.aaa.aa... i'm afraid of what people may think about me as a teacher, i'm afraid my students find me boring. i wanna be a good, interactive, and loveable teacher.. waaaa..

another thing that exhaust my mind a lot is where i'm gonna take my PPL.. aaa.. i wanna take this PPL ini 78 shs, but it seems that only dwl that interesting in joining me.. huuu.. it tears me a lot,,, my other friends that live near my house think that 78 is hard to reach by public transportation.. i already make a list of other school that i probably take my PPL in. they are 68 shs in salemba and 57 shs in kedoya. but, i promise my self that i'm gonna take the PPL in RSBI school. i don't care how far is it, as long as i'm with my best-est friend, i'm gonna get through all things.. hahaha. i don't know but i think take a PPL in RSBI school gonna develop me into a very great experienced teacher.. aaaa... please pray for me everyone.. westlife song's, i promise you that is really motivates me a lot. i fell the faith that whatever i say, whatever i do, there'll be good times waiting for me, and whatever i hear, there will be someone supports me, and lift me up.. haaaa.. thank's Westlife..

and.. saturday... the day that i've been waiting for this week.. my friends and i planed to visit bookfair in Senayan.. yeaaaa.. i'm happy cause this saturday my waves and vibrations lecturer was so funny, the class was enjoyable.. after the class we straight heading up to Senayan. it was a bad journey. a hard rain and a late and full transjakarta bus. and the bookfair was so crowded.. aaaa.. i actually want to observe every single shelf there, but i didn't wanna make tara,dwl,nur, and kinan standing just to wait for me... hahaha.. i met many people i know there, my senior, my junior, and my classmate that didn't attend the waves class..hahha..

i bought 3 novels only f0r IDR 35000, oreo biscuit for IDR 20000, 4 comics for IDR 12000, and best buy was whiteboard marker only for IDR 2000 each and 5 plastic folders for only IDR 3000.. and i got many FREE things.. there were 3 tabloids, a notebook, a magazine, a pen that i got FREE by only filling in some formulir..hahaa i love bookfair !!

and the title gravity is taken from Westlife new album, and from how i was feeling this week that so much up and down things happen. from happy to sad, from mad to laugh, etc..

waiting for my next capital city trip...