will i?

just saw the picture of my senior graduation..huaaaa,,,, i looked in their happy eyes, tried to feel their heart beats, and i suddenly cry. aaaaaa...

will i feel the same someday??

Ya, Allah.. i make my self up, i swear, i'm gonna try and do my best for it.. a graduation, a spectacular one, with GPA > 3.6. someday in 2012.. amien..

and then i think about future, the very large and long way above them.. i'm sure that all my senior will have a very great future.. they are awesome! they must do many hardworks to reach their future.. be success sir, mam (should call then sir/mam, cause now they are officially a teacher)

and i questioned my self ; will i reach my own bright future? will i become someone,something USEFUL? will i make Allah and my parents proud?

then i whisper my prayer again.. Ya Allah, the one who can make the impossible to possible, the one who created me and the whole nature and creature around.. i declare this. that i'm gonna be someone, that will carry my self to be useful to everyone around me.. to make smile in my parents face everyday of their life.. please Allah, don't let me fail...amien..

and finally
i pray for me, for my 2008th friends, we are gonna graduate, someday, later in 2012, not only a graduation, a ceremony of our success.. amien...