gravity..

whatever you say
whatever you do
there will be good times waiting for you
whatever you hear
i won't disappear
i promise you that

that is a chorus part of Westlife's song, I Promies You That. kinda miss them so much this week. it seems liked they were the one who can relieved me from this hectic, nervous week..

this week i visited some interesting place (again), unfortunately i didn't bring camera to document it. and also, i've got my laptop re installed. hehehee.. i just felt that my laptop had been not very well, so i asked my friend to re installed the system. and yes, i'm happy with it.. now, i can function my microsoft office, and yes my mozilla looks cute now..hehehee

i spent the first day of this week by attending a meeting with the campus staff and all the PKM finalist. we talked about continuing the project, and problems that might happen during the process. aargghh.. i'm soo afraid of this.. i myself thought that my educational software projects are too hard, and it need more time than it have.. but i have the spirit of make it through the PIMNAS..hehehee...

after the meeting, my friends and i visited Senen station to buy some books for the Keterampilan Mengajar resume tasks.. we thought it will be easy to find that kind of book in Senen, but then that teaching genre books was hard to find.. we finally found a shop that sells micro teaching book, but the price is higher than our expectation. we expect the book only cost bertween IDR 15000-20000, but the seller offer it for IDR 40000. after a long bargaining, we had a deal that we will pay two kind of micro teaching books for IDR 63000.. and as usual i made another extra purchase : a john connolly novel (IDR 30000) and 3 comics (IDR 12000).. and that book itch my nose so bad.. i sneeze everytime i open the page..hahhaa




the hardest day of this week was Friday..aaaa..a.a.a.a.aaaa... well, i'm gonna face this aaa things every friday..hahha.. i have a 4 sks of KM class and 2 sks of DPS (desain pembelajaran sains) class every Friday from 8 am to 3 pm, and it means i'm gonna have to talk, discuss, doing anythings about teaching for 7 hours, break an hour.. no, it's not that i'm bored of it. it actually interesting i made a few notes and asked some question during the class, but all this teaching things make absoulutely nervous.. aaaa.aa.a.aa..a.a.. i have some experience of teaching, and yes i enjoy it, it interesting to interact with students, be close to them, sharing many things with them. but what i'm afraid of is if i teach the wrong concept of physics..aaaa.a.a.a.aaa.aa... i'm afraid of what people may think about me as a teacher, i'm afraid my students find me boring. i wanna be a good, interactive, and loveable teacher.. waaaa..

another thing that exhaust my mind a lot is where i'm gonna take my PPL.. aaa.. i wanna take this PPL ini 78 shs, but it seems that only dwl that interesting in joining me.. huuu.. it tears me a lot,,, my other friends that live near my house think that 78 is hard to reach by public transportation.. i already make a list of other school that i probably take my PPL in. they are 68 shs in salemba and 57 shs in kedoya. but, i promise my self that i'm gonna take the PPL in RSBI school. i don't care how far is it, as long as i'm with my best-est friend, i'm gonna get through all things.. hahaha. i don't know but i think take a PPL in RSBI school gonna develop me into a very great experienced teacher.. aaaa... please pray for me everyone.. westlife song's, i promise you that is really motivates me a lot. i fell the faith that whatever i say, whatever i do, there'll be good times waiting for me, and whatever i hear, there will be someone supports me, and lift me up.. haaaa.. thank's Westlife..

and.. saturday... the day that i've been waiting for this week.. my friends and i planed to visit bookfair in Senayan.. yeaaaa.. i'm happy cause this saturday my waves and vibrations lecturer was so funny, the class was enjoyable.. after the class we straight heading up to Senayan. it was a bad journey. a hard rain and a late and full transjakarta bus. and the bookfair was so crowded.. aaaa.. i actually want to observe every single shelf there, but i didn't wanna make tara,dwl,nur, and kinan standing just to wait for me... hahaha.. i met many people i know there, my senior, my junior, and my classmate that didn't attend the waves class..hahha..

i bought 3 novels only f0r IDR 35000, oreo biscuit for IDR 20000, 4 comics for IDR 12000, and best buy was whiteboard marker only for IDR 2000 each and 5 plastic folders for only IDR 3000.. and i got many FREE things.. there were 3 tabloids, a notebook, a magazine, a pen that i got FREE by only filling in some formulir..hahaa i love bookfair !!

and the title gravity is taken from Westlife new album, and from how i was feeling this week that so much up and down things happen. from happy to sad, from mad to laugh, etc..

waiting for my next capital city trip...

superb resolution

found this (another) cute picture in here


wish my self to be MORE

encouraging friends around not to worry to be weird, to try new things, to trust ourselves that we are AWESOME...
inspiring around not to let go our HOPE...
loving, so we could LIVE our life..

here is it, for u guys..

The Remedy-Jason Mraz

I saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
'Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
Now something on the surface it stings
I said something on the surface
Well it kind of makes me nervous
Who says that you deserve this
And what kind of god would serve this?
We will cure this dirty old disease
If you've got the poison I've got the remedy

The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.

I heard two men talking on the radio
In a cross fire kind of reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
They were counting down the ways to stab
The brother in the be right back after this
The unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh
Death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophy
Dance with me, because if you've got the poison,
I've got the remedy

The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.

When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why

Because

The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't and I won't and I won't

lyrics

phoenix burn

hei ho.. currently busy forcing my self to finish the design of my new educational softwares.. hoping to finish it very soon, then straight carry out the project.. wish me for the best..

well, my holiday is officially OVER..haaa.. my monday started with the nuclear physics.haha.. kinda hard topic for a beginning.. then, on wednesday, my friends; dwl, eka, nurhay and i visited ASEMKA market. it's a traditional sidewalk market located in Kota, central Jakarta. this market sells many kind of accessories, stationary, and gifts. we can buy either a solo or a dozen of it, but the price is cheaper if we buy sth more than 3 pieces.

at that time my friends bought some stuffs for gifts. and i was confuse what to buy.. then, i chose to buy this simple note book (IDR 13000) and an air craft toy (IDR 10000).. hahaha..

don't ask why i bought an air craft toy.. i have been wanting to buy some toys for a long time. i think toys are not only for children to play with,but it's good to be a room decoration. i actually looking for a cheap wall-e toy in ASEMKA, but i couldn't find any. then i saw someone sold many toys for only IDR 10000, and i found this cute aircraft. and now i confuse where to put this air craft, cause my room already crowded with many books and dolls..hehehe

this week also special, cause many of my friends that live outside Jakarta has come back.. hehehe,, and yes, the good thing was they brought many traditional snacks..hahaa.. tara and dian, that come from Padang brought many kind of salty and spicy chips..

then, this week also my first time having a 'Keterampilan Mengajar' (teaching skills) class.. waaa.. this was my number 1 fearing course this semester. we need to be able to teach in micro and macro..aaaaaaa... this is actually our preparation for PPL (teaching practice). aaa.. when i enter this educational physics major, being a student teacher or PPL was something i'm afraid of.. physics is a hard subject, and yes it's kinda hard to teach it. and not only practice, this course also has many writing task that we should do every meeting..aaaa..a.aa.a.a.a.aaa.a.a.a.aaa.a

ok too much for the aaa.aaa...a.a.a.a.a.aaa..

another place i visited this week is Passer Baroe. this is a market with may shops that sell clothes, shoes, accessories, etc. i went here with tara and dwl. we were looking for cute shoes. i was actually wanting to buy wedges.haaa.. they look cute right? (yeah, and again my mum doesn't allow me, she says wearing wedges is tiring and i'm gonna fall down and hurt my feet with it)

unfortunately, we didn't find any that suits us. the model were too old, the price was too expensive, and we think we can find another better shoes out there. we end up by sitting under the tree and refresh ourselves with 'Es Goyang'.. hahaha
wish to have another great adventure next week..

(pssst.. i name this post 'Phoenix Burn' cause i was listening to this Alpha Rev song while writing the post..)

picture of Es Goyang

missing lyrics.

i just found out some interesting, loveable parts of some lyrics in here... please guess the song's title !






answer:
snow patrol-chasing cars, lifehouse-you and me, coldplay-yellow, jason mraz-the remedy

cause sometimes we just don't realize that we're in love

haiii.. ehmm. ini saya posting lophe2 pas tanggal 14 februari..eheii, gak maksud apa apa, saya sndri skrng bukanlah seseorng yg merayakan valentine,, u've gotta learn why we should do or why we shouldn't do something.

yah, sesuai judul, sya mau ngebahas tntang kadang2 kita gak sadar kalo kita jatuh cinta,, ya sampai kita merindukannya... cinta disini bukan cuma sama si pacar, atau si dia.. bisa juga dengan sebuah rutinitas, organisasi, persahabatan, dn lain sebagainya. kalo dibilang ini pengalaman pribadi, yah emang ini pengalaman pribadi..hahaha

misalkan saja, kita pernah tergabung dalam sebuah organisasi. anggap saja, organisasi eksekutif di kampus.. yah, kita ada disana saat awal2 kampanye ketua, saat nentuin personil, nentuin siapa kepala departemn, siapa kepala biro.. membuka registrasi anggota, pertma kali membokar ruang base camp.. program kerja pertama, ..

dan yah, lama kelamaan berorganisasi itu terasa merepotkan, lelah, capek. hingga kita sering kabur rapat, kesel sndri knapa sih ni organisasi ngadain acara nginep keluar kota padahal besoknya ada uts, mulai menunggak lpj maupun lk. mulai membebankan amanah ke orang lain..

and suddenly it all finished. a one year period is over.. sidang umum terakhir, saat sang ketua membacakan lpjnya, jadi keinget lagi,, gimana kita mau nangis, saat H-1 acara tiba2 harus diundur karna ga dapet ruangan, gimana kita gak tega ngeliat wajah si ketua saat harus menerima knyataan kalo stafnya kelupaan satu tugas penting, atau saat family day pertama yang jalannya acara gak sesuai rncana, atau saat kita yang senior kerja keras dan ditinggal junior hanya karna salah nagkep informasi..haaaaa...

dan ya, kita berfikir lagi, pengalamn itu gak akan pernah bisa terbayar dengan apa pun, sgala sedih,seneng, kesel,marah yang dulu2 itu, ga akan trulang lagi.. tinggal ada perasaan beruntung dan terima kasih krna uda dikasih brbagai ksmpatan buat melakukan kesalahan dan kebaikan selama ini..


haa.. keluarga itu yg dulu jadi pelarian saya kalo uts dapet jelek, yang saya jadi bahan obrolan di belakang kelas sama teman saat si dosen mulai ngebosenin, yang sbtulnya saya tunggu2 saat rapat krna kbnyakn rapat diisi dengan humor mnyenangkan..

and yes, this family that i, my self didn't notice that i've been in love with. hope success, health, and wealth always be there by ur side..

and this song is dedicated to you,,

Never Knew I Needed-Ne Yo

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing, oh yeah

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again


You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear, I need you here always

My accidental happily
(Ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me
(With your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
You the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear, I need you here always
(Now it's so clear)

Who knew that I could be
(Who knew that I could be)
So unexpectedly
(So unexpectedly)
Undeniably happier
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me
Girl, you're the best

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
(Said I needed)
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
(Said I had no idea)
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
(Now it's so clear)
(So clear, so clear, I need you always)

Now it's so clear, I need you here always

lyrics